Treacherous

Chapter 54

Harry was still busy on the call. It started feeling awkward and weird. I felt like cold breezes were rushing through the cabin, making me cold. I didn't know what to do. The boy was still pacing around. CEO? At the age of 21! I kinda felt proud about him. He seems so much into the work. Should I speak to him? Or let him make a move. But what if he never makes a move? Ugh! I need to pretend like I thought! The old Jenna!

I then checked the time. I was 11:28, half an hour passed away since Cassie and Stefan left us alone. I then started walking towards the book shelf to grab a book and pass my time. I should have stopped Cassie. Okay I didn't wanted to. I'm right now fighting with my feelings. It wasn't that awkward till Harry ended the call and silence took over him again. I chose a mystery book and stood near the book shelf.

Harry looked around the room. He now knew that he was alone with me. But still pretended like I don't exist. It pinched my heart. He sat down on his chair, switched his laptop on and started working. Those serious frowns kept appearing and disappearing as he was working. His teeth kept biting his lower lip while typing. My heart was thumping against my chest now. Gosh! I immediately looked away to stop the urge of moving close to him.

What I wanted to do is pull him into a very very very massive 'missed you' hug. I opened the book and stuck my eyes too it. But! But one of my eye was watching Harry secretly. He works so hard! But its painful when he is ignoring me. God! I can't take this anymore. I gotta go and gain some attention.

I moved towards his desk where he was working, pulled out a chair in front of his and settled down. I kept the book on the table, leaned my elbows on the desk and pretended to read the book. Few files were before me.

He was just exactly sitting in front of me on the other side of the table. But still he didn't even move his eye balls from the laptop. So he is really pretending that he is alone in this room. Ugh!!!!! Now I was on the edge of yelling on someone. I fucking need attention. From him!

Suddenly his cell phone started buzzing. Again!! He checked who it was and picked it up the other second.

"Yes?" He asked. I was staring at my book but my ears were stuck to his voice.

Suddenly he stood up and walked towards the office files shelf. I stood up and leaned to his desk, pretending to read again. My eyes kept following his movements. His fingers were running through those files, finding one from them. He then told the man to hold on for a second.

Stupid thoughts started whining in my mind. Has is really forgotten me? Has he really stopped loving me? Or is he only making me feel like that. Is he really into that new girl? Harry at least yell on me, harass me or do anything which will make you react on me. But please don't act like this. It's tearing me now.

Don't know why but suddenly our memories together started flashing in front of me. My eyes moved towards the book pages. I started remembering about how he used to pull me into a tight hug and place a kiss on my cheek or forehead, whenever he used meet me. I remembered how we both couldn't live without each other for a single minute. I remembered how he used to play with my hair. I remembered his body smell when we used to cuddle.

"I would never leave you Jane"

"I will love you till the end of my live"

"I-I can't live without you! I can't even imagine that"

"I love you Jane"

His words started rushing in my mind, just making me weak and emotional. A weak smile formed on my face while looking at the book. As if all the memories were projected on the book pages.

"Where the hell is that file, Rachael!!" "Fine!! Let me check!" His yelling suddenly interrupted my thoughts by making me jump. My eyes traveled to his. He was scolding someone on the phone. I suddenly noticed his feet moving towards me. His scolding didn't stop and he was walking close to me. Wtf? I was leaning and half sitting on the table.

I held the table with my hands, the book was still in my left hand. He didn't stop walking to me, close, closer and now closet. He suddenly stopped a step away from me, still talking on the phone and not looking at me but at the ground.

I could see his tattoos through the translucent pink fabric of his shirt. I missed them so much! The swallows were still popping out of the open shirt of his. His neck and the upper part of his chest was exposed as the first 2 buttons of his shirt were open. This was all igniting the fire into me. My heart started racing as he was so close to me and standing just in front of me. Maybe I'm gonna faint now.

"Where? Fine!" As soon as he said this, he suddenly moved close to me, leaving no gap between us and sticking his torso to mine. Out chests met and his skin touched mine. I went into a shock and my muscles loosened. The book in my hand collied with the ground as I loosed the control over me.

My heart stopped beating. I inhaled a familiar scent of his which kept me alive at that time. I started breathing with my mouth as his sudden movements shook me badly. He wrapped his arms me a little.

What was happening to me? To him? It felt like the time stopped. My nose was slightly touching the skin under his ear as he was standing that position. I made no movement, my hands were still gripping the table tightly. My breathing fastened when I closed my eyes to feel him.

My body kept inhaling his smell. Tears pooled down in my eyes as I was on edge of breaking down. His touch was enlightening my skin. Harry I can't tell you how much I love you! How much I needed you these years and how hard it was for me to exist away from you. The touch was digging all the time and moments I spent with him.

Meanwhile tears rolled down my eyes. As I was so close to him and as my face was almost touching his neck, one of the tear drop suddenly fell on his chest skin. As soon as it happened, I felt shivers going down through his spine. But there was no external reaction.

My hands left the table and started moving towards his waist slowly to grab his shirt. As I usually do after he hugs me or comes close to me. But before I could grip the fabric, he suddenly stepped back.

"Here it is! Got it! Now tell me the code" he spoke on the call again like nothing happened just now.

Wait what just happened now? He leaned in me! Touching his chest to mine! Touching his skin to mine! His hands were behind my back! But-but I didn't feel them on my back! Maybe he was finding the file on his desk which was exactly behind me. His body shivered when my tear drop fell on his skin! But he didn't react! I'm I really invisible? Did he indirectly hugged me or is he strictly pretending to believe that I don't exist.

The file was in his hands and he was scribbling something on it. "Yeah thanks!" He ended the call. Tears didn't stop rolling down my eyes. Why this all was happening with only me and not him? Why only my heart is pounding loudly and not his? Why isn't he dying to talk to me, like I'm dying. Why isn't he feeling the way I am feeling! Why isn't anything happening to him after seeing me after 2 years. And he said he loved me more than I did to him!! Has really his love ended?