you're in the dark
with my old jacket
it smells like wood smoke
and rain
you started to slip
and I flew after you
and you kept falling
I didn't realize it was a lure
because my jacket was there
it smells like wood smoke
and rain
you laugh
and I get dizzy
does it count?
I've kissed you on the nose
and you say
yeah you look good today
(Its a lie)
I never look good
in my jacket
that smells of wood smoke
and rain
I asked you
and you said no
my heart flew into a puddle
it tried to drown
but my lungs aren't on my heart
so I kept breathing in the smell
of my jacket
that smells of wood smoke
and rain
you said you liked her
and I said congrats
and you smiled and laughed
and it got hard to breath
because I was crying
into my jacket
that smells of wood smoke
and rain
I can see in the dark
or I used to
I used to see you in my closet
with my jacket
that smells of wood smoke
and rain
and spring comes
as all springs do
and I sit
in my bed
with a pen
and I write
about your laugh
your smile
your eyes
your charm
your flaws
your passions
and I cry
into a jacket
that smells of wood smoke
and rain
YOU ARE READING
✿Aphmau Shitposts and Other Depressing Things✿
Fanfictionhahaha I didn't lie about the title now did I Contains shitposts, me being an edgy depressed teen, and if you're lucky, a chapter that exceeds 200 words
