GOLDEN HEART
After we got home, I rushed to my room… >___< grabe! yung kunsensya ko…! >____< I should comfort Pochi… ang stupid naman kasi nya! Kung mahal nya si Prince, why didn’t she fight for him…?
She’s so weak… nangingibabaw masyado ang golden heart!....
Tss…
I faced my mirror… I should pick my words carefully… yung hindi mamimissinterpret… pero when it comes out of my mouth… it’s worth it…
After an hour of faceng my reflection ng walng nangyayari, I decided to talk to her na… so I stood up… pero… nagpatak yung mga papers ko sa table… I pick them up… as I pick them…
I saw the DNA RESULT…
O____O
Should I tell them the truth??
Pero si Pochi… she’s still on a stage of aches,
Is this the right time? Pero kung hindi ko sasabihin baka hindi na nila ako paniwalaan, ever and ever… OM EM JI!! What the hell will I do??
”Hindi ka ba nakukunsensya anak?”
I WILL DO THE RIGHT THING! I WIIL TELL THEM!! Bahalana!! >____<
So lumabas ako ng room ko and I looked for Pochi… I saw her on the terrace, crying… on the shoulder of my… her mom… D*MN!
Bakit ganto? Feeing ko kapag sinabi ko, lalo na ako magiging alone… Sino na ang matitira sakin?...
So I hid the papers behind me… >___< NO! I should tell them! They need to know the truth!! I must do the right thing!
I stepped out of the house… nasa terrace na ako… then, suddenly, they noticed me… Pochi wiped her tears pa nga eh…
“I have to tell you something…” I said in a nearly whisper voice
They both ooked at me… waiting for me to speak…
“Pochi… You…”
Paano? Anong sasabihin ko…?
“You…”
“Hanzel??” sabi ni Pochi….
“You must fight for him…”
>___< AW! I CAN’T… hindi ko masabi…. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin…
O____O –si Pochi… Then my mom smiled…
“Alam mo, mahal mo si Prince pero you’re afraid to show it kasi you’re afraid of losing our FRIEND… SHIP… pero Pochi, if you really want something, learn to fight for it… lumaban ka…. Hindi pwedeng ikaw na lang lagi ang magpapaubaya…”
>___< siguro, next time ko na lang sasabihin ang tungkol sa DNA Result… hindi pa siguro to ang tamang oras…
“Hanzel….”
I looked at her… but still all I felt was quit…
“Salamat…” then she hugged me… “Salamat… dahil naintindihan mo ako…”
Guilt….
Betrayal…
“kung alam mo lang kung gaano ko gustong marinig yan mula sayo…” sabi pa niya…
….BETRAYAL…
….LIE….
…SUFFERINGS…
I’m a sinner… I made her life so miserable… how could i??
POCHI’S POV
Lumuwag sa pakiramdam ng sabihin sakin ni Hanzel na ipaglaban ko siya… ang t*nga ko kasi…
