When Mr.Rude Meets Ms.Love ✔

Chapter 91

Sharan's PoV
Sharan, you did a big mistake of hiding everything from her and giving her fake promises. Now see you lost her trust. Even if you are willing to reveal the truth, now she don't want to hear anything about you. If you had showed the audacity to let her know everything earlier, she wouldn't have come to know about it in this way. May be she would have given you another chance then. But now you lost it.

I held my head in defeat.

Why? Why I am always behaving like an idiot?

There was no limit in my happiness when I finally confessed my feelings for her. We were living in heaven after that. Those golden days, How can I forget it. Best days of my life. She made me believe that I still have a life remaining to love and to be loved. Even when I revealed about my mom, she accepted me understanding the reason of my worst behavior in the past. She forgave me for all my deeds realizing my state of mind. I should have tell the remaining part of my past that day itself. But my worst fear of losing her made me a coward to open up infront of her. What if she leaves me? That was the only question popped up in my mind that time. I was such an idiot to not realize that my Ishu would have been with me despite of what I was in my past. How can I know that one day my past will come infront of my wife in the form of Diana? I wanted to share everything with her when my mind became disturbed thinking about it.  But then she became pregnant with a weak uterus. How can I stress her more with this unknown part of my life in that condition? Then I decided to gave up on that thought. I got my baby to forget everything.

Diana...How could she come at this time itself? Why Diana?? Why? I haven't cause any harm to you till now. Instead I saved you from every danger that comes into your way. And why can't you now allow me to live? You are successful in separating my Ishu from me. She is mentally very far away from me now. And I can't do anything. I am helpless. Eventhough I wants to reveal everything and clears everything between us, she is not ready to give me a chance. Why should she? If it was me, I would have behave the same way. I wouldn't have given another chance to a person who broke my trust once. I broke her heart. Will she ever forgive me? Will my baby forgive me for being the worst father?

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Ishana's PoV

I don't know wht is happening with me after seeing Sharan in tears. Why can't I give him a chance to reveal the truth?? What if he is innocent and only because of circumstances he might have done something that I may not like? But Sharan you hurted me a lot. You have no idea how much I am feeling bad when you treats me like I am not trustworthy. Didn't you promise to share your every happiness and sorrows with me?

I was very much happy that day that I was even ready to do anything for getting you out of your past?? And what have you done Sharan???
You broke that promise. You can't imagine my feelings.

I am sorry Sharan for not being a wife with whom you can share your sorrows more than happiness. I failed in proving that. I wants to be a good mother atleast.

"I won't leave you Sharan. Not because I want to continue like this. I have already promised to be with you always. I don't know to break promises like you. Moreover I won't allow my baby to miss her father's love. I can't leave Appa and angels. I know I am the reason for Varna's condition. I am regretting for that. I shouldn't be this much close with them. Anyway I promise I won't cause any harm to my sisters or Appa. I won't leave this house to hurt anyone."
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During Breakfast
Everyone gathered around the dining table once again to have breakfast which they left earlier without completing. This time Isha sat beside Sharan at her regular place. It gave little relief to Sharan. He looked at her and smiled slightly. But she didn't look back. Diana sat opposite to them. Varna and Veena were happy as they thought that every problem between Isha and Sharan are solved. Durga knew there was something still burning between them. But he ignored it as he knows that they need some time to cope up with everything and solve the problems. He is sure that they can't stay like this forever and everything would be solved soon because of their love and understanding. He hoped so.