*Some smut? If you don't like it, don't read that part.*
Justin's pov:
"I'm here right now, asking you an important question. I love you Justin Blake. I was such a coward and a total player when we last dated. I cheated on you and it was so wrong of me. In the future, I want a ring on our fingers. In the future, I want a little baby in our arms. In the future I was to die holding your hand. I've been thinking a lot and I can't live without you. Will you be my boyfriend again Justin if I promise to always love you?" He speaks with tears in his eyes holding my hands in front of him. I smile at him, tears in my eyes also.
"Of course Raegan. I love you too."
He pulls me into a small hug and then a kiss. A kiss I know I would remember forever.
"You two are actually crying oh my god." My mom's wipes her face as her and Liz sit in the chairs to the side of us. I laugh.
Raegan got this adorable little podium thing and put it in the backyard. He got a two chairs for my mom and his aunt to sit down. There is a red carpet that leads down to the little stage. It looks like we just got married. That's how much he went out. I love it.
"Rae this was a great idea." Liz says to him.
"Only the best for my baby." He hugs me again around my neck. I squeeze his body tall body.
"Awww!" My mom squeels.
"Well, we all know what happens after marriage. And this is close to it. So Kaitlyn and I will be out somewhere. Don't be too loud." Liz says. My cheeks get hot.
"Ohhh use protection." My mom says pointing fingers at us.
"We will." Rae says grabbing my hand.
"Oh my god!" I yell laughing. He smirks at me.
We walk inside before my mom and his aunt. We go upstairs and he shuts my door. I stand at my bed and watch as he turns around from shutting the door and comes closer to me. He pushes me lightly on my bed and gets on top of me. He kisses me roughly and soon goes down to my neck. He sucks harshly and my breathing picks up. I let out breathy moans feeling embarressed.
"R-raegan?" He stops and looks at me confused.
"Are we actually going to...?"
"If you want to." He speaks gently. As he says that my eyes open wide and I swollow hard.
"I'm still a virgin though."
"Do you not want me to take it?" He asks.
"No it's not that, I'm just scared." I say.
"Hey if you really want to...I'll be gentle. I promise. If not, that's fine too." He rubs my cheek. I take a deep breathe.
"Okay." I nod.
"You are sure?" He asks.
"Yes. I want you." I say a little embarressed again but he nods.
*Rae has bottom and top. Jay has neither...*
He goes back down to kiss me again gently. He takes his shirt off slowly and I admire his body. He reaches for mine. He takes it off and now I just have my binder. Y'all already know my lazy ass doesn't know if I said he had top surgery or not but he don't. Got it. Ok😉)
"I would never judge you baby. Can I take it off?" He asks.
"Yes. Go ahead." I nod closing my eyes. I help him take my binder off and I feel super insecure. I feel lips press against my chest and I tense up. I open my eyes. He kisses around my chest and then comes up to my face.
