here from the start

part 17

*about a month later*

*(y/n) pov*

I have been hanging out with the guys a lot over these past couple of weeks, and people on twitter were starting to catch on that i was friendly with them so they started tweeting me nonstop. And when F4 all followed me on instagram, i have been getting comments after comments. some of them were really nice and sweet and others well not so much. Zach and i have been talking a lot, and we even went on another date but i don't think it's going to be much more than that, and i am completely okay with that. Its now friday, May 7th and i have a few more weeks of school before finals and then finally summer. Austin had to go around the country, getting everyone ready for his new album and get all the promotions in, so him and alex weren't home for about a week, so it was just rob, zach and i when we hung out, if they were to even get out of bed before 4pm. But now alex and austin are back and we're all headed to dinner. They were picking me up at my house so we could all get there together and then go out afterwards. I was still getting ready up in my room when my mom yelled up that they were here. I ran out to the car and by the time i got there, robert was standing outside of the back door. "you get the middle (y/n)" robert said sticking his tongue out. "ughh fine, who am i stuck between this time" i said joking around. I looked into the car and saw austin sitting in the back seat. "Hey austin! why aren't you driving?" i asked. "zach wanted to drive tonight, so i let him" austin said. I could tell something was up because zach looked in te rearview mirror back at austin. i kind of just shrugged it off. "Hi alex! hi zach!" i said smiling. "Hey" Whatsup" they said at almost the same time. There was a bit of an awkward silence, which is weird because these boys are never silent, i decided to say something "so where are we going tonight?" "we were thinking olive garden" robert said. "of course you are" i said laughing. They still like to make fun of my for fangirling over them, but hey at least i'm able to talk to them. We pulled up to the restaurant and i got out of austin's side because i wanted to talk to him about something. "hey austin wait up!" i said pulling him back, so the others couldn't hear us. "whats up" i said since he didn't say anything. "nothing, look (y/n) i don't really want to talk right now" "but why?" "i'm just not in the mood" "austin just tell me what's wrong, ever since we played truth or dare that night, it seems like you don't want to talk to me" "i like you okay" "well i like you too austin" "no i mean i like like you" he said. "oh, well i mean i don't want to get between you and zach so maybe i just won't go with either one of you" I liked austin a lot too, of course i did but i don't want to cause problems. "no, its not like that, (y/n)" he said, seeing that i looked hurt. "i don't want to make you guys fight, so yeah" "no no, i want you to be happy (y/n)" "i won't be happy unless the people i care about are happy" i said looking down. "listen to me (y/n), i do like you but i'm not going to stop you and zach from being together" austin said putting his hand on my chin and lifting up my head. "thank you austin, but i just got out of a really bad relationship 2 days before i came here and i don't think i'm going to be dating anytime soon" Austin gave me a quick hug before we started walking inside to meet the rest of the guys.