here from the start

part 18

this is a filler chapter so i'm sorry if it sucks🌝

*(y/n) pov*

We ate dinner and then got into the car to go to the bowling alley. after we bowled a couple of games, i invited the guys back to my house since i felt bad always going over their apartment. i texted my mom and told her we were all coming to the house and she said it was fine, and she was taking my brother and sister to the movies so we would be alone. "we're going to hang out in the basement because my room is a mess" i said. My room was spotless but i had posters of austin and pictures of foolish four from the past few years and i didn't want them to see them. "ok, are we going to play a game or something" alex asked. "idk i guess, if you want" i said. "ooh sh🌟t i told the mahomies i would do a austream tonight at 8 and its already 7:50. (y/n) do you have a computer i can use?" austin asked. "yeah of course, i'll go get it from my room" i ran upstairs, got my laptop and brought it back down to where they were sitting. "here ya go" i said handing austin the laptop. "i'll do this quick, do you guys want to be in it?" austin asked. Zach and Robert said yes and alex said he would go in and out, but i told him i would rather not start a bunch of drama in the fandom. Alex and i stayed on one couch while Austin, zach and rob went to the counter on the mini bar. Austin tweeted the link and they all retweeted it. While they were answering questions for fans, alex and i were talking. "so (y/n), who are you going to pick?" "what do you mean" i said trying to act like i didn't know. "(y/n) really? you know what i mean" "fine," i said rolling my eyes "to be honest i have no idea, i told them both that i'm not looking for a relationship right now and i hope they understand that" i said sighing. "well, for the record neither one of them ever stop talking about you" "alex, you aren't helping" i said while laughing. "you don't need to make the decision right now, but whoever you pick, they're both great guys" "thanks alex" i said smiling. Alex went over and said hi to the fans and zach came over to me. "whats up (y/n)?" "nothing, just thinking" i said looking into space. "i need to tell you something" zach said. i turned to him, "what is it zach?" "i really do like you, but i think you should be with austin, he really cares about you and he's an amazing guy" great, that's almost exactly what austin said about zach. "thank you zach" i said and then kissed his cheek. "besides you wouldn't be able to handle me" he said nudging my arm and laughing. That's a relief, now i know that if austin does want to date me, i don't have to be afraid of hurting anyone.