I hate you, but I can't stop loving you.. (TomTord)

Side Chapter 4

Hey, sorry for keeping u guys waiting, so here's a real quick thing. (Tord Cheats On Tom And Never Mentions It)

Tord Pov~
   I can feel the guilt build up inside me. It's driving me insane. It was a stupid thing to do. I was drunk, I didn't mean to! Yet, you know what they say. 'Being drunk brings out the true feelings'. I lay in bed with my Tommy Bear curled up in my arms. He looks so happy and calm when he sleeps. I almost cry but keep it in. I look at the clock and its already 6 o'clock in the morning. I sigh and get up.
  
   "Tord... Come back to bed.." Tom says Groggy.

   "I gotta pee." I lie and head into the bathroom. I looked into the mirror as I close the door behind me. I watch as the tears slowly come out and I can't hold it back anymore. I drop to the ground, arms covering my head. I sit next to the bathtub ad cry like a baby. I hear a knock and I silence myself.

  "Tord?" Tom says as he walks in. I don't look at him.

  "Babe, what's wrong? " he kneels next to me and puts his hand on my shoulder gently. I don't reply, i just start to cry again. I hug him, arms around his neck. He jumps back a bit but soon starts to shush me, rubbing circles into my back.

  "Tord, tell me what's wrong." He says quietly.

  "Remember when I went to that bar?" I said between sniffles.

  "Yeah, what about it?" He asked.

  "I got so drunk, some guy took me home and-" i couldn't finish. "I'm so sorry Tom." I hug tighter, hoping that he wouldn't pull away.

  "Tord, calm down, it's ok. It's ok. I promise, you were drunk. It's ok." He shushes me.  "It was less then a week ago, it's ok. As long as it was soon, I don't care. It shows how much you care about us."

  I look up at him, smiling. He smiles back. I gives him a kiss and tell him once again I'm sorry. He just laughs and helps me up. We go and lay in bed. Once again, my arms around him. He cuddles into my chest as falls into a deep slumber. I stay awake, looking at him. Grin plastered onto my face, thinking how lucky I am.

Sorry fishes this took so long! I've been so busy like, god fuck. Plus I'm into the Undertale fandom right now so this book is just a fill for when I'm bored. So, yeah! The art at the top is mine, i drew it within 10-20 minutes so it's kinda bad. But eh, ok, bye bye fishes!