Erraticness

Glitching Memories

Isn't that strange when someone just leaves...
And specks of memories glitching in your head won't cease?
The feelings reaped—suddenly heaves.
Not being buried on the ground, but like a dog off its leash.

I don't want to remember any of what happened
that I had to wipe off my smile out of the blue.
Nor want to cage myself in the past and just pretend
I want to elude you and forget all the vivid hue.

I'll be damned when I wanted to read or write,
Because you've always been there with me.
Even the simplest movie marathon or riding a trike,
Why can't you take all these from me?

Ironic that those who wanted to forget always remembers.
Can't I have that selective amnesia instead of these?
There's no space for you in my head but it always renders...
all the glitching memories will never go away in peace.