Erraticness

ɢʀᴀʏꜱᴄᴀʟᴇ (ɒ яɘvɘяƨɘb qoɘтяγ)

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That's what life is-
Lonely, scruffy, and empty
Never
Happy, lively, and full of memory
Black and white
Not
Rainbow-colored
It always had been
They tell me
"Stop existing"
Not
"Keep living"
Hospital bed with dextrose attached covered on drab walls
Not anything like this
Is my home
On the terrace with family while being glad I'm still alive
Is like an erroneous fallacy
Die already
Do not tell me to
Be alive again
I really wanted to
Rot in grayscale
Not
Exist in colored galaxies

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