Bullied and Rejected (on hold)

The Rejection

As I was walking to school I realized that today was my birthday. Oh my god I can't believe I forgot my own bitthday since today I turned eighteen. I get to meet my mate today! Yay! Since I have alpha blood my mate will most likely be an alpha or beta. He would help stop the bullying, and he would love me forever. I cant wait to meet him.

While I was lost in my thoughts I didn't realize how close I was to hell which is school. Just as I arrived the tardy bell rang. Great now im going to get detention then Im going to be late to the pack house and I wont have enough time to make dinner and I'm going to get beat! What a great birthday present im going to receive. (note the sarcasm) As im running towards class I feel little tingles as im shoved to the floor painfully.

"Watch where you're going freak!" the guy who shoved me yelled at me. I look up and gasp when I meet a gorgeous pair of light blue eyes that belong to the neighboring soon to be alpha  "MATE! MATE!" My wolf Annabelle yells in my head. "Mate" I whisper. Anthony the soon to be alpha of the Starlight pack gave me a disgusted look and walked away, crushing my hopes of my mate loving me in the process.

As he was walking away I kept hoping he would turn around and come running to me while apologizing, but I knew that would never happen. I stayed there for a few minutes waiting to see if he would come back but he didnt. When I finally got up I saw there was still half an hour of class left but I decided to skip it and went to the bathroom. I sat in the bathroom crying until the bell rang signaling the end of first period. I quickly made my way to second period and sat all the way in the back furthest from everyone so

I wouldn't get things throw at me. I just sat there thinking about my life and what would've happened if I had died instead of my twin brother. I wish I had been the one to die I loved my brother but everyone thinks I wanted him to die and doesnt realize how much I  loved him and how much his death affected me. Soon the class was over and I was almost in tears  from thinking of my brother. I went to my next class and soon enough it was lunch time already.  

I stayed in the classroom a few minutes waiting for mostly everyone to make their way to lunch so I would be one of the last ones and hopefully escape a beating. When I finally decided it might be okay to go to lunch I started walking slowly to the cafeteria to get lunch. Half way there someone pulled me into a janitor's closet.

I felt the tingles and knew it was Anthony my mate. I was shocked and excited, but soon my excitement died when I saw the disgusted look he had on his face as he was looking at me. Annabelle started to whimper in my head.

He then opened his mouth to start talking, "I cant believe the moon goddess! Out of all the she wolves in the freaking world o get paired up with you?" he yelled. "There must be a mistake. I mean look at me I have a great body, I'm popular, Im going to be the alpha to one of the strongest pack in the world! I need a strong, hot luna not a weak, fat, pathetic peace of shit like you!" he ended. After each word he said I felt like someone was stabbing my heart repeatedly. After he ended I swear you could hear the sound of my heart breaking into billions of tiny little pieces. My eyes watered instantly and tears were falling hard. " Now lets end this already. I Anthony Carter reject you Lindsey Reece as my mate and luna."  I think my heart broke even more if that was even possible.

Even though it hurt like hell I said " I Lindsey Reece accept your rejection." As the bond weakened it felt like I was stabbed in my chest again.

Annabelle started howling, her howls full of the pain of being rejected "Good now I gotta go with my future luna" Anthony replied giving me a smirk.

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