Bullied and Rejected (on hold)

Promise

★★Lindsey's POV★★

Its been a few weeks since I went with my best friend May to the mall. We had so much fun yet it was torture for me. Im not a big fan of shopping, yet May loves it. She literally made me buy the whole freaking mall. I didnt know it was possible for a girl to buy so much but ive been proved wrong.

** At the Mall**

"May lets go please I beg you!"

"We cant leave yet silly you need more clothes, you cant have this little"

"But I got enough its a lot of clothes already. May you dont plan on taking the whole mall with you do you?"

"Oh no I dont" May said with a devilish look on her face. "Just simply a little more"

"But this is torture!! Im hungry and I need sleep!"

"Fine but if we leave now were coming back next week." She said getting irritated.

"What why? But fine lets go" yes this is the end of torture, well for now ughh why did I agree to this again?

** Present**

That next week I got Axel to help me change May's mind and not making me go although I had to promise going on a date with him today.

I think its a but weird that he made me promise but he probably just wants to get to know his newest pack member better. Anyways its not like he'll ever look at a me more than another pack member.

I have to admit the alpha is special. I feel a pull towards him its very faint but its still there. But I have a mate.

Yet I cant get him off my mind. His gorgeous honey eyes. His perfect smile which shows off his adorable dimples. His light brown hair which always seems to stay in place. His great body.  Hes just perfect, beyond perfect.

Although I'm nothing compared to him. Im ugly, fat, worthless, good for nothing, pathetic, and a waste of space.

I hadnt realized I was crying until I felt water drop on my hand. "I cant cry anymore" I say outloud as I fiercly wipe the tears on my face. "I cant im done crying it only makes me look more pathetic and weak."
I wipe my face again. " I promise I wont ever shed a tear again for anyone or anything." I stand up and walk to the window. "I promise Ben no more tears" I  whisper looking out the window into the beautiful forest.

*** Authors note***
Hey guys im back I think lol. I take forever to update I know. I dont think theres any use in being sorry you guys probably dont believe me anymore. But anyways, its a quick chapter to film you guys in for a while maybe im working on the next chapter and yeah. Ill try uploading soon but im extremely busy.  Anyways hope you guys liked and sorry for mistakes but point them out please

Btw picture of Lindsey on the side→→→ I dont remember if ive postedbit before or not but anyways there you go.

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