Hopeless State Of Mind

Touch pt2

Our legs are pried open by men & women
Our bodies touched by all the wrong people
And even in a bed full of safety we are yet so afraid.

He had plunged into her with two fingers and she was mostly shocked, but very afraid. She was losing herself quickly. It must of felt like rubber against an open wound.
She did not like it.
He began pushing faster and faster.
She felt numb, like she wasn't in her body anymore.

Her home was robbed, no safety left.

He had searched her face for a reaction,
So she began acting like the naked women in the videos he watched when he assumed no one was watching.
She imitated their moans and movements.

He asked if it felt good
She said yes
So quickly it had sounded like it was a line she had rehearsed plently of times before. 
But the acting went unnoticed by the man.

In the end he must have known he was wrong when his fingers dipped back inside of her searching for honey that would not come out for him.