Hopeless State Of Mind

Unkind

You were so
Unkind to me.

The words you spoke
They're poisonous.
They haunt me.

You point out all my flaws,
Which I was once confident about,
Now I am not.
I've become insecure about
My whole being
Because of the words that spilled
From your venous mouth.

You're voice is still heard
Loud,
And clear,
In my mind.

Someone will tell me something
Positive about myself.
And I believe them,
Just for a split second
Before your voice
Comes flooding into
My head.

You scream the things you've
Screamed with both your
Voice
And hands.
All your unkind words
They live in my mind.