Hopeless State Of Mind

Never Been Good Enough

When I need help,
I'm ignored.

Blunt as hell
But somehow misunderstood.

They say I never knew
I tell them you never asked.

Why didn't you say something?
Why did I have to?

I see it written on your face,
Why don't you see the same.

Again going in circles
Giving up, letting you win.

Losing myself.

Wondering what just happened.
Ending up worse than I had begun.

Left writing poetry
Feeling like an idiot.