Let's rewind
And go back
To when I was fine.No nightmares,
With an untouched
Home.
Light in my eyes,
With a beating heart
In my chest.I was happy,
I could eat
And I could sleep.Hell, I was fine
With physical contact.I had lots of friends,
With no trust issues.My body was healthy,
My mind was stable,
And my soul was full
Of bright light.I was outgoing,
Confident,
Funny,
And comfortable.No medication,
Nor did I have
To do meditation.No battle wounds from you.
No lying to everyone around me.I was free.
I was
Cool,
Calm,
And collect.I had no problems,
Because I had not met you.Let me go
Back in time
To when everything
Was fine.
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Hopeless State Of Mind
PoetrySad peoms and stories from built up emotions & memories over the past 3 years.