Hopeless State Of Mind

Stay Or Go

If I don't leave,
I'll lose my sanity.
If I leave,
Then you'll be upset
For a short period of time.

I need to leave
If I want to sleep at night.
But you always guilt me into staying.
You don't let me leave.

I can't follow my heart
Because that left
When you took
My innocence.

I'm no longer pure anymore.
And you know that.
You regret doing what
You did.
But as soon as
I try to leave because I can't
Get over it,
You tell at me
About the little things
I did to you.

You tell me it'll
Hurt you if I leave.
But that won't last a lifetime
Like the hurt you left me with.

You'll live without me
While I'm living with you
In my mind.

I can't stay
But you won't let me go.