We didn't talk directly and the gaze wasn't held for long but it was enough to keep me going.
I can't tell the if it was a lie or the truth. But it really doesn't matter because either way I'll be screwed.
Am I destined to be alone forever? Probably. I just want to cry. Right now I feel numb but I feel it coming.
Dad has been gone a lot. I don't know how long they can keep this up for but the boys don't seem to be worried.
It's not like they can take their eyes off their screen long enough to notice anything these days.
Pain is a feeling used when you are feeling too much at once.
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Thoughts and Constellations
PoetryA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
