Thoughts and Constellations

Sunday, October 15

I want to stay up all night watching Netflix.

I want to stay at Applebee's until one o'clock in the morning.

I want 3am calls and to spend hours talking about nothing and everything.

I want to read all day and spend the night watching old movies.

I want to get all dressed up and then go bowling.

I want to go to the mall and take goofy pictures with my best friends.

I want to lay in bed and sleep and think about life.

I want to have week long sleepovers where every day is an adventure.

I want to walk in the roads at midnight not knowing where we are going.

I want to go to the park at night and tell our deepest darkest secrets.

I want to watch movies on the side of our house and jump on the trampoline.

I want to lay on the roof and look at the stars.

I want to eat a bunch of food and forget what calories are.

I want to take a road trip and go nowhere with everyone I love.

I want to laugh for no reason.

I want to not care and do whatever the hell I want.

I want to swim at the lake and jump off the raft.

I want to walk across a frozen swamp and see who can find the biggest stick and who can throw it the furthest.

I want to swim at midnight or sneak into a swimming pool just for the fun of it.

I want to carve our names into a tree and see if it is there every year.

I want to live the best life with my friends and family.

I don't want to stress about school and good grades.

I want everything and nothing in life.

I want to be free of the struggles and just let go.