Somehow I find myself writing about you again.
I was so mad at you...but now I'm mad at myself because I find myself falling for you and that can't happen.
I'm not sure if my mom or Nora are right when they say that you look at me as more than a friend but it doesn't matter because it can't happen.
I've put so much time into making these friends and I can't just throw it all away.
I can't help but feel jealous when I see you look at other girls the way you do.
I'm upset because I'm starting to notice the little things you do, I never saw them as your friend.
I feel so stupid for writing this, knowing that you will never see it but I guess that's what's best.
I guess I just wanted to say goodbye because I don't have the heart to tell you that I'm leaving.
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts and Constellations
ŞiirA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
