I've tried to make this work. But it's a lot harder than it seems.
I feel like my friendship with Nora is drifting apart now that Everett has made me see things that I never noticed before.
She tires me out and I just wish I had someone to talk to. Someone who would listen.
I take pride in listening and learning so much about a person and yet no one seems to want to know me.
It's tough.
I still feel lonely. It might be stupid but it's simple.
With someone to love, your life just gets brighter.
You get hugs and someone to talk to about the most stupidest things.
It's amazing and I realize I'm going to have to wait a long time to find that because I'm not normal.
That's just not realistic. I can't expect for someone to fall head over heels in love with me at first sight.
It takes time to love a mess like me.
I just want someone to hold. Someone who will look at me and give me a hug because they know I need it.
See it's funny, I usually feel uncomfortable being so close to people yet hugs are one of the best feelings in the world.
Strange, isn't it?
Someone just has to learn to love all the strangeness that comes with me.
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Thoughts and Constellations
PoesíaA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
