I'm delusional. Selfish. Weird. Awkward. Introverted. Quiet. Shy. Short-tempered. Depressing. Strange. I am also strong. Brave. Independent. Caring. Loving. Courageous. Smart.
What does it matter? I leap too soon and I miss the point of the jump. I understand that I fall too hard too fast. I can't help it. It's my nature.
I know he doesn't like way I like him. That's obvious but I can't help but wonder what if.
What if he liked me back? What if he's just waiting for the right time to ask?
Does he think I'm ignoring him. Probably. I sent so many mixed signals but it's also clear.
I don't know what's wrong with me. It's so weird. I run and run towards the finish line but give up just an inch away from the finish line.
I don't know what to do I've caught feelings and I don't know what to do about it.
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Thoughts and Constellations
ŞiirA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
