I'm crushing. Hard. But when it seemed like the best day ever, it got flipped around.
He wanted Ember. Not me. I'm not enough to him. Why did I think I was enough. I'm so stupid.
Ember is perfect for him in every way but then there's me. It hurts me to think it'll probably never be the same but that's life. I can't do anything to change it. It still hurts though.
I'll have to see him at school, in the hallways. In practice, working on the play. He's everywhere now. I can't stop staring.
I know he's not mine. But I want him to be. That smile. Those eyes. Everything. But it's not mine to take.
Because while I'm falling for him.
He's falling for someone else.
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Thoughts and Constellations
ŞiirA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
