¶We’re together but we’re not walking together Loneliness and misery, the difference is only one memory But why do you keep trying to write it as something else¶ <<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>> Night before the first day of high school
Joo-hyun pov Finally somehow I've made it to high school, I mean even though I was a straight A student, I was a little worried since I wasn't able to concentrate after grandma passed away.
It's been a long time since then and I can't believe how fast things are moving. I'm just 18 and im already living alone and driving myself everywhere.
Sometimes I do feel lonely because all the important people in my life left me. Well I didn't have alot to begin with, I only had Grandma Seulgi and Taehyung.
Well no point in dwelling in the past. Tomorrow starts a new chapter in my life and I'm ready for it.
I looked at the time and it was 9 pm. I took out the dress I was gonna wear tomorrow and started to Iron it. I know people think it's strange but for some reason I really really love ironing.
The apartment I was living in had everything I could ask for. Security, peace and no one to bother me. It was really luxurious for a 18 year old to live in to be honest.
After ironing the clothes, I tried em on just to check out how I looked. And I decided to take a few pics because I admit I looked good.
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Well I won't say I look absolutely breathtaking but I clean up pretty nice. Without realising it I spent an hour just checking myself out and taking pics.
So I quickly put everything in order and went into to take a hot bath before bed.
Whew~~ After the bath I felt so light and free. I was starting to get sleepy so I just went straight to bed.
I put my headphones in and played a song as I closed my eyes.
Song : I'll stop the world and melt with you by Modern English.
"Moving forward using all my breath Making love to you was never second best I saw the world crashing all around your face Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace"
Recently I've been really into music from the 80s, I feel like it hits close to how I feel.
"I'll stop the world and melt with you You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time And there's nothing you and I won't do I'll stop the world and melt with you" ______________________________________ Author pov Joo-hyun slowly and peacefully closed her eyes as her mind ventured into the infinite world of dreams.
