Hey guys, or the people that are left reading this lol
I'm super duper sorry about how long it is taking me to update this stuff.
I don't really know what I'm doing anymore.. Im just trying to do alot of things at once and I added in another FanFic that isn't even related to anything about Ben or Adam or ANYTHING and it's truthfully making me feel unloyal to them AND you guys..
But tbh I have no idea what I'm doing
My brain feels so bad right now, I wanted to work on Wattpad alot this spring break but I only have this weekend left and I've been baby sitting and trying to get over my POTO relapse and all that, and I STILL have to do stuff for school before I go back
I feel like complete shit. That's how I can explain it.
But tbh I don't wanna stop my POTO relapse. It brings back good memories..
It seems to be another thing that makes me happy.
I don't really know why I wanted to quit in the first place. Maybe I was too young or something. After all, I was obsessing over a PG 13 movie in the beginning of 3rd grade. And I think I loved it so much it interfered with my health so I guess I quit it because I just wanted to go crazy about it later in life, which I have. And since now I can write about stuff, which I didn't know I could back then, I can really get into these obsessions in a healthy manner.
But I truthfully don't know anymore.
Life has been really hard for me recently. Im telling the truth.
Even though I am super exited about the concert August 7th, I'm kind of tired living like this. I just want things to get better but I literally can't to shit about it.
I hate it.
I don't know how it's gonna be when I go back to school. It seems like forever ago. I feel like a different person.
But anyways, sorry for the stupid life update again. I've been doing these alot recently. And not even in my bio. Which makes it even worse, even annoying.
Thats probably why I lost a bunch of viewers lmao
I guess
Okay see ya guys later.
Oh, btw, I kind of realized I kind of got this idea from POTO without noticing it. It's weird how I relate things to it without even noticing it.
Like, this is about a guardian angel..
The PHANTOM is a guardian angel..
Oh well.
Okay.
Bye.
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