Before and After

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She looked at the bizarre girl

In the pictures

A girl composed of bones

Ripped edges just like her skin

Not recognizing the form

Hunched over in the agony of a moment

So broken she could barely see a light in her eyes

Blinking as they bore into the heart

That was the same but so much stronger

To her it was no more than a stranger

Wearing the same face

But now it was clothed with the dress of a fighter

A queen of tears

Ruling the kingdom

That promised only the smiles of tomorrow

A world composed of hellos and hugs

Instead of harsh words and knives

Stabbed into the tenderest of parts

She grinned knowing that if the world dared to break her

She would just watch as she bled

Stabbing every raw thought

Never showing

The bittersweet wounds of her struggle

She would just straighten her crown

Brightening her jewels

Lifting it ever so high

Hoping everyone could see

Heels that showed her strength

Scars that reeked beauty like the

Most fragrant of perfumes

Never letting her spine b-r-e-a-k with the pressure

She never let her wishbone outgrow her backbone

Her confidence shone

Making it hard for to anyone to remember

That she had ever been so insecure

She wished she could have

Been then for her old self

To her hold her

Hugging her with the promises of a truly greater future

A beautiful self that was near

Because now she believes in the gift she is

And the promises of days without

The essence of pain  

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