Before

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She was the girl that felt too much

But pretending like she didn't feel anything

Stumbling through her blank life

Like she was blind

When actually she saw everything

Looking at herself and not seeing

The hip bones jutting out or the

Way her cheekbones ached to be seen

They reminded her that she didn't deserve a plate to each

Much left a cracker in her hand

She pretended like the aching in her stomach was just the butterflies dying away floating down 

To the acid in her stomach

Burning away just like her will to live

She didn't realize how much her body needed to feel her love

Poured upon it

But it was felt was the shallowness of a day wasted

Not seeing the strength that leaps from her

And stand strong another day

If she saw the stranger looking back at her

That would the hero of her coming wake 

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