How She Feels

Glimpse from the Past

Sometimes I wish time travel

Were possible

A box I could step in and it would

Bring my aching feet back to you

Tired from C H A S I N G the thoughts

You left

Crawling 

on the

W A L L S

Using the cleft of my love to hold you up

Letting me C R U M B L E with each tender step

Black with each critiquing thought of you

So many things I wished to change

But strangely

I just sit crying over a star

Letting the blinding lights

C a l l you home

Since I know I can't reach for the phone

I grasped for them

Whispering....

Wishing....

Telling the brightness to bring you home

To see the love scribbled on your face

Arms so STRONG I could never ask to leave

A hug that could last a lifetime

Completing my dreams

For in my sleep you're still with me

Kissing each tear that drips

I open my glazed gaze

And see you have already

Felt the need to leave

To

W

A

L

K

out the door

Even when I

R

I

P

myself apart

Ringing for you

But it's my fault I held it open

Giving you the chance to regret my heart

So I guess all I need is a second

To feel the r e j e c t i o n

Slow and sweet on your lips

To feel your love

A touch teo revive the storm

Whirling in the places you fingers traced

Revisiting old feelings

Letting them

F

L

O

A

T

Swiftly back to me

An ocean bringing you to my banks

Enjoying the thunder of it all

Letting it C R A C K , never tiring out on the surface

So I guess since time travel won't do

Memories must be a B L A S T from the past

Taking pictures in the back of my mind

Holding them 'til I can throw them to the 

Fire of forgetfulness

But right now all I want is to

Pull them out...

Cuddle them...

A hug for each ache

'Till I sink into a sleep'

That brings my soul's remaining pieces

Crying for a place to lay its feet

Even when the memories are enough

I still want the past to lie with me