Change (Harry Styles)

Why have you been ignoring me? (chapter7)

It has been three days since I last talked to Harry; and that was when I snapped as him. I have been thinking about it all and really al he has done was welcome me and actually tried to talk to me. But I was simply a bitch to him and have been ignoring him.

My phone buzzed in my hoodie pocket for the third time in the past few minutes. I closed the lid of my laptop and took my sleek white iphone out.

Louis Tomlinson: Please talk to Hazza. He’s being grumpy and I don’t like itL

Louis Tomlinson: Really Cass? Talk to him *pout face*

Niall Horan: Okay, even I am getting annoyed. TALK TO HARRY! Please?:D

Deciding I would put a end to the tension and annoyance that has been lingering throughout the group, I opened a clean message.

Harry Styles: We need to talk.

Within only a few seconds my phone buzzed, signalling that Harry ahs text me back already.

Okay, babe. I’ll come to your room x

Well that’s that. I took a deep breath, knowing fully well that that there is now backing out of this situation now. And maybe that’s what I needed. To be put into this positions and do what needs to be done. I need to clear the air with Harry. For my sake, his sake, and the rest of the boys sake. Because I’m pretty sure Louis is going mad sharing a room with Harry at the minute.

Five minutes later, there was a knock on my door and Harrys face popped through the crack he had produced by pushing the door open a fraction. And now I don’t know what to say to him. Great.

“Okay. I’ll start” he says, walking over and sits on the edge of my now pink bed.  It’s as if he is able to read my mind. Which if he can; I would be more that happy for him to tell me what is going on up there because right now I don’t have a clue what I’m thinking or what I want to do.

“I’ll start by asking,  Why have you been ignoring me Cassie?”

Oh god, what do I say now?

Oh yeah, I ignored you because I like you. And that kiss we had, yeah it was the best kiss I have ever experienced. I didn’t want to tell you this because I know you don’t like me back and its breaking me enough thinking that you don’t, but for you to actually say you don’t will pretty much leave me dead. Oh and when you said we weren’t dating, yeah my heart automatically shattered into a million pieces. And that is why I lashed out on Emily and Paul and ran back here and lay on my bed with the tear flooding out of me. And that is in fact why I have been ignoring you.

Yeah somehow I don’t think that would go down to well. Plus, I am not going to spill my heart out to someone who doesn’t like me back.

It didn’t have to come to this. I didn’t have to tell him about Matt that day on the roof. I didn’t have to kiss him back; I could have just stepped away. But yet I did tell and I did kiss him and I don’t regret it one bit, so I might as well just tell him; even if it does leave me broken.

“Well?” He urges me to talk to him.

“Becasue..” I look up and meet him straight in the eyes.

“Because I like you Harry.” I whisper. Not even wanting to believe that I do in fact like him or the fact that I did indeed just tell him that I like him. “and i know you don’-“

I was cut off by his lips moulding into mine; and this time it didn’t take any time to respond, I automatically kissed him back. “Don’t be so quick to judge. I like you too, silly” He breaths onto lips before kissing me again.