Change (Harry Styles)

i missed it, a lot. (chapter22)

-Harry-

I felt a weight lift of my shoulders as soon as Cassie nodded her head. That one little gesture from her means so much to me. It’s tiny; but it means that she will finally talk to me and realise that she can be with me along with Sophia and Olivia being safe. Because not only have a become attached to Cassie, but I have with the girls too. For the month and a bit since they arrived here, automatically ‘bonded’ with them, and I will do everything in my power to keep them safe and keep and harm or danger away from them, because, if I’m being honest with you; I think of them as my own.

“I know what you’re going to say” Cassie says.

Well, if she knows what I am going to say, then why didn’t she let me say it earlier, instead of causing two weeks full of pain and nothing between us? Even if she still needed time, at least she would have had my promise to think about, instead of thinking about absolutely nothing positive or proper. Only the bad the bad scenarios about this situation. And even after having her time, if she still didn’t want to let me in and go back to being the proper couple that we were, at least I would of being able to say that I tried to get her back. Unlike now, where I waited two whole weeks to do anything ‘major’ or ‘proper’ about the situation.

“Tell me then. Tell me what I’m going to say.” I urge, annoyed at the fact that she didn’t bring this up one of the many of time’s I have text her.

“You’re gonna say that you miss me. And that you want things to go back to normal; like the were before Marbella. And that you love me and the girls and would do everything you can to keep them safe”

“Tha-“

“Let me finish” She sighs.  I nod and let her continue, waiting to hear what else she could possibly say because  I think she got it all pretty much in a nutshell there.

“The truth is, Harry that you can’t. You can’t look after them, protect them forever. What about when you guys go on tour, huh? Where’s your promise then?”

Wow. That bit was unexpected. Cassie has always been such a sweet, gentle and caring person. Well let me tell you, the way she snapped them few sentences at me, showing now gentleness, just pure anger and annoyance laced in her tone; a side to Cassie which I have never experienced before.

I honestly have no idea what to reply to that. What about when I go on tour? I won’t be here to tell her everything will be okay. Or give her hugs and kisses to comfort her. Or just simply hold her. And I most definitely will not be able to look out for the girls either; meaning I would be breaking my promise. Unless...

“Yous come on your with us then” I blurt before even realising what words have just escaped my mouth. They just kind of rolled off my tongue by themselves.

But now that I think about it, it is a pretty good idea. It means that I know where she and the girls are all time, and most importantly; Bella won’t have a clue where they are, because, we most likely won’t be in the same area for more than two days, three tops.

“What?” She asks, shocked dripping from her tone of voice.

I suppose it is kind of shocking that I would even suggest such an idea; I have never been the brightest flower in the field.

“Think about it. It means that I know where the girls are all the time. Meaning that they can’t get hurt. And also, Bella won’t have a clue where we are.. But seriously, I don’t know why you’re worrying about her; she’s in jail.” I trail off at the end, looking at Cassie’s facial expression, waiting expectantly on her answer for this.

He face has a mixture of shock, surprise and also that cute thing she does with her eye-brows when she’s thinking about something. Obviously meaning that she’s actually considering this. Which is more than enough for me right now.

She takes a deep breath; “Okay” She whispers, so quite I just about hear her.

“Really” I ask, surprised at the fact that she is willing to spend a few months in a tour bus with five lads, more importantly; with me.

She nods slightly and leans back in the chair. I can see her shoulders lower slightly, as if she can finally relax. In which she can, because I mean it when I say I’ll protect them. I love her so much, and I’m not letting her, or her family get hurt again.

“So..” My mood changes from happy and excited, to nervous and serous within a matter of seconds. I need to know if she is ready to go back to being in serious relationship with me yet.

Some of you might be sitting there like ‘uh, Harry, she’s agreed to go on tour with you. Obviously she’ll take you back’ and That might be the case. But you can never be sure with Cassie. She could be coming on tour with us purely just for the girls, nothing to do with the fact that she wants to get back with me. So, it needs to be asked.

“What about us?” She whispers. Again, I’m surprised at this. That she is the one that asked this question and not me. I was convinced she hated me. Maybe not?

“You know my answer to that. I am fully prepared to go back to the way things were if you are.” I say, crouching down onto my knees in front of her.

I place my hands of her knees, and she automatically leans forward and places them on my cheeks. I see her taking a gulp before she rests her forehead on mine.

“I would like that” She breathes, a slight smile tugging on her lips.

“Kiss me then” I chuckle lightly. She rolls her eyes before lightly putting her lips onto mine in a slow, yet full of emotion.

It almost felt foreign. Being away from all contact with her for such a long time, well to me it was a long time. It was weird to say the least, but yet normal. Needless to say; I missed it, a lot.

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Decided I would put them back together for the 2year anniversary of One Direction:D

Can you believe it's been two years though? our boy's are growing up:')

also, THEY GOT THREE AWARDS LAST NIGHT yaaaay:'D

-Sophie.