Change (Harry Styles)

things arent easily fixed.. (chapter31)

Harry’s Pov.

 

I don’t know where I am going, I don’t particularly know my way around Glasgow to well do I? I don’t even care where I am heading to, just as long as it’s not anywhere near the arena where I have to look and Cassie and Alex.

They looked comfortable, sitting on the bench, all lovey-dovey with their kissing; did Cassie even remember that she is with me?

I must have been running for about five minutes before I heard her voice after me, she must have had another few kisses with him before she finally decided to come after me, although I wish she didn’t come after me, I want be on my own for a while.

“HARRY WILL YOU FUCKING STOP RUNNING” Cassie yells at me, and although I want to get away from everything, I need to get back soon and I’m losing my breath more and more now.

I sigh angrily and turn around to see Cassie standing about three meters away, a pleading look on her face. I don’t even have anything to say to her, I shouldn’t have to say anything, I’m not the one who cheated on my boyfriend..

“Don’t run anymore. Just come back to the arena and talk to me” She says, taking a few steps towards me.

“I’m not running anymore, and I am going to go back to the arena. I just don't want to talk you" I snap, pushing past her and heading back to the arena. We still have two hours before the show so I’m going to have to distract myself somehow.

Cassie’s POV

I’ve really messed up; why didn’t I pull away from Alex, in fact, why didn’t I stand up or something when I knew he was going to kiss me in the first place? I’m angry at myself, even though it was Alex who started the kiss, I wasn’t exactly the one to stop it, well, I was, but not quick enough.

Now I have screwed things up between me and Harry, and I didn’t want that to happen. I realized that time we were apart for two weeks, I do need him. It’s not even that I want him, I need him, and badly. I was a mess when we weren’t together, and he fixed me again. And now I have just gone and messed it all up again.

Flopping down onto the same bench, only this time I’m alone, I think about what just occurred. Me and Harry finally patched things up, and me, being the idiot that I am, have went and fucked it up again. I don’t even like Alex like that. The only way I like him is like a celebrity crush, maybe even as a friend, but I do know one thing; I love Harry and I’m not letting him go again.

Harry’s Pov

As I was walking down the street, I couldn’t help but think about the kiss Alex and Cassie shared. Although she always told me that she didn’t like him that way, it still bothered me that I couldn’t take the girl I love out in public, because she supposed to ‘fake’ date Alex, but I guess she was lying to me the whole time, she really does like him, if she doesn’t she would have pushed him away, or at least not have kissed back. I never really liked that Alex guy since the beginning, he would always flirt with Cassie right in front of me, and she wouldn’t even do anything about it, just giggle at whatever he said or done. I still can’t believe she cheated on me.. She did cheat on me right? I mean management never told them they had to kiss, that was their own actions.