Change (Harry Styles)

I just keep messing things up. (chapter 30)

I just keep messing things up.. - chapter 30.

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And long live the fast times so come what may, I don't think I'll ever be saved, I know our song has not been sung long live us long live us.

The last line of All Time Low’s song rings out across the empty arena. The lads and I have finished our sound check already, but since All Time Low’s tour bus was later than ours due to stopping for food, they have only finished there now.

“Brilliant boys” Emily says he praises towards the four boys who jump of stage with smug looks plastered on their faces. It still seems like a dream that I was there biggest fan only a month ago and now I’m performing on the same stage as them. I know I haven’t got the best start with them what with the whole ‘dating’ thing, but no matter what stands in my road, I shall always be an All Time Low fan.

“Seems like she has taken a liking for them” Mia laughs in my ear.

“I totally agree” I agree with her, before doing what Emily has asked us all to do; go to our dressing rooms before the show, which, we still have four hours before it actually starts since it is currently only half 3 and I go on stage at half 7, followed by All Time Low and then the band the crowd has paid to see; One Direction.

I personally don’t like Emily at all, she bosses me around and she’s not even my manager, meaning she cannot tell me what to do. And she treats the boys like she controls them and they’re like her pet dogs or something, it’s honestly beyond ridiculous.

Alex’s POV (first time xD)

The whole time I was singing during sound check, I found it completely impossible to keep my eyes away from Cassie, she’s just so beautiful. Her blonde hair is so long and perfect looking which brings out her tanned complexion and piercing blue eyes. When you say ‘blonde, tanned and blue eyes’ most people would automatically connect it with Barbie and being fake, but Cassie is far from it. Her hair is the soft kind that a princess would have, it’s completely natural, along with her skin, which makes it noticeable that she is most defiantly not from around London, more like California, Spain, somewhere where the sun is always shinning.

“Does Tay know?” Jack’s voice makes me jump as we walk down the hallway in the direction of our dressing room. If I had a say in what we were doing now; I would pick me and the lads being out in our tour bus with our own crew and just mess about and be ourselves, but no, Emily had us on strict rules to come here. I swear I hate that women.

I forgot about Tay. Well, not forgot as such, but my mind has wandered to her like it usually does since that meeting, all I have been thinking about since then is Cassie and how this is going to work. I suppose I should tell Tay soon, before she sees anything about me and Cassie dating on the internet or something, since we have to go public soon. And I don’t want to hurt Tay, she’s like my best friend and also the person I love. We aren’t dating, (A.N – I don’t know if they are currently dating, I know they have wee thing going on but yeah..) but we are close enough and I don’t want to ruin it.

“Not yet, going to when we get in here” I say, scrunching up my nose in disgust as we come face to face to with the white door of our dressing room. I hate dressing rooms to much, they just aren’t our bands kinda thing.

“ ‘right man, FUCK YOU ALLLLLLL” Jack screams as he runs into the dressing room and all around it, causing Zack to double over in laughter and Rian joins in with the idiot.

I walk over to the other side of the big-ish dressing room whilst pulling my phone out of my pocket and searching for Tay’s number on my phone.

“Alex!” She exclaims.