Celestial Wulf Chronicles: Trapped

Chapter-37- Ruben : For My Alpha

Reaching and passing a huge thick oak tree coming up on my left. I stopped short, leaned my back against the tree while simultaneously used our intertwined fingers, I tug my lover into me.

I simultaneous wrap my arms around and behind Alexi's waist. Interlocking my fingers with his as my back now connects making contact with the tree. I kiss him deeply, passionately my lust and my desire for him now evident and powerful.

Alexi wraps his arms around my neck returning my kiss with the same intensity. I realize I will forever want to hold you Alexi, my mate, my new and only reason to live. I realize I have become just as deep in thought, but mine are of my mate.

We stop kissing as I look now into Alexi's eyes, the eyes of MY MATE. For a moment looking to me Alexi's eyes hold a fire in them, a passionate lust, ignited by my embrace.

I can feel his body heat rising. I get rock hard. REALLY ROCK HARD!! I want him NOW!!! I growl for a second. He growls back. My own body heat is rising dangerously high. I want my lover/ my mate soooo bad, I want to fuck the living HELL outta him, so he can't walk for a WEEK!

I want to feel my cock sliding deep into him. But on the night we do, I also will mark him. So, the Goddess, no, not just the Goddess so all Wulves and the world will know, I have this Wulf and he is mine! But right now, I need to stop this.

For a good moment I still take in the blessing I have been given as my eyes dance all over his face taking in his handsomeness.

Dreading and hating what I am about to do. BELIEVE ME MY DICK WAS SHOWING IT'S ARGUMENT AGAINST THIS DECISION I ask "Penny for your thoughts" pulling him out of his thought.

Sable where are you? Is this what having a mate feels like? I am so scared. The passion Ruben ignites inside me it too scares me. His touch alone sets my whole body on fire. I want to take him and fuck our brains out til we collapse. Til we both say ENOUGH!!

Laughing to myself for a moment as my thoughts turn internally deeper. Sable, you who are my wulf, where are you? I need you so much. Will he grow tired of me? Will he really accept me with my affliction? Will he? Is all this because of the Mate Bond?

I respond to Ruben with a question "How powerful is the mate bond Kojak? I mean I know how it feels because, now that I have you. I can't imagine my life without you. Because of this desire you also scare me Ruben. I can't explain it. I am sure it will be OUR LOVE, not a Wulf bond that we have and will continually build on always.

I hope we will learn both the good and bad or each other, how to communicate and understand one another, I can't explain why I know this, but I do. I also know I get the chance to spend the rest of my life with someone finding out.

Mostly, I am happy that this someone is you. I want the same for Randall. I don't want Randal to repeat what he went thru the first time".

I am swept up in my lover's words So deep, so true. I look at him knowing this is the person I will happily spend the rest of my life reassuring him, making him happy for the same reason.

I am not worried about MY baby. I know this will pass, I am worried about Randall. I question Alexi "What do you mean the first time? What happened to Randall mulatto?" his next words rock me to the foundation  of our Wulf beliefs.

"Because of me Ruben, Randall killed his first mate." I know my words left him speechless.

I stop walking not able to take another step "What! How?"

"Randall is the survivor of Domestic Violence. There was a time when to have a mate, Randall became desperate and took a wulf who liked him, as his mate.