My Kind Of Lux (Spg) Slow-update

Chapter 27 MKOL

Im sorry for the long wait. I was in cebu for weeks, may family vacation eh and i couldn't say no, since my sibling already bought me a ticket without informing me, how sweet noh?haha so no choice talaga kahit ayaw ko. Well anyway nag-enjoy din naman ako. So eto na talaga! I hope you'll like this.

Chapter 27

Draven

Damn it! Ang kulit talaga! Sinabi ko na ngang okay lang ako! Tang.ina talaga!!

Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili kung bakit naiinis ako noong sinabi niyang magkaibigan kami kaya may pakialam siya sa akin.

Nakagat ko ang sariling labi nang maalala ko ang mga huling salitang lumabas sa bibig ko kanina.

"You know what! Fine! We're no longer friends starting today!"

I dont know why i said those. Hindi ko naman talaga sinasadyang sabihin 'yun sa kanya. Hindi ko lang talaga maintindihan kung bakit may isang parte sa dibdib ko ang naiinis sa ideyang magkaibigan lamang kami.

I know the fact that there's a missing pieces of my memories from the past months. And God knows, how i wished the possibility of Lux being a part of those missing pieces. Sana nga naging bahagi siya nang buhay ko sa mga nagdaang buwan.

At napatunayan kong tama nga ako. Naging parte siya nang buhay ko bilang isang kaibigan. At hindi ko matatanggap iyon.

At ngayon nakokonsensya tuloy ako sapagkat alam kong nasaktan ko siya noong sinabi ko 'yun. Kitang kita ko ang bakas ng sakit at pagkagulat sa maganda niyang mukha.

Yung totoo, i felt like there's something more between us. Parang hindi talaga kami magkaibigan, like we've known each other for so long, like we're soulmates. It feels like we had this connection. Na para bang mahalaga siya sa buhay ko.

But knowing her, i know she wont settle to someone like me. A player. Who would like to be played? And i'm perfectly sure she wont be up for a game. She has reputation. At noon inakala kong isa siyang maruming babae. A woman who jumped to every man she met. Now i'm certain that even before i lost my memories, i know she's not like the woman i always thought she is.

She's pure and innocent, and it's very, very tempting. I was even tempted to kiss her pinkish lips. And God knows how much i refrained myself from kissing her.

I raked my hair using my fingers and take another shot.

"I know it's very confusing." Narinig kong sabi ng isang pamilyar na boses.

Sinulyapan ko ito. At hindi nga ako nagkamali.

"Right?" dagdag pa nito.

I sighed. "What are you doing here Cass?" Sabi ko bago tinungga ang baso.

"Oh, should i ask you the same? What are you doing here?" she asked.

Nakita ko ang matamis niyang pagngiti mula sa gilid ng mga mata ko.

I used to be captivated with her smile. But now, i don't know why i didn't feel something anymore. No sparks. No racing hormones. No more fast heartbeat.

Damn! Why wasn't my heart beating? When it's supposed to. Akala ko ba yung utak ko lang ang naapektuhan sa aksidente, pati rin pala ang puso ko. Am i dead inside? Fuck! The last time I remember, I'm still not over Cass.

And now? I feel like taking a selfie right now and caption it "Hey I woke up like this. Loss some memories, but hey you know what, finally I got over her!"

I secretly laughed on my mind.

"Oh, I wonder what's on your mind right now?" She smiles seductively.