BTS Imagines 3 (Complete)

Taehyung (Pt. 2)

You stared at yourself in the bathroom mirror as soon as the results of the pregnancy test showed. You felt so stupid for thinking Taehyung would love you back. You didn't think he would just use you and leave. And now you are carrying his child. You weren't mentally or financially stable to keep a baby. But why put the blame on an innocent baby?

"It's not your fault. It's mine", you said, looking down at your stomach.

The ringtone on your phone caught your attention.

"Speaking of the devil", you mumbled silently as you stared at the contact ID.

You pressed the red button and threw the pregnancy test into the trash.

It has been around two months since Taehyung left. You cried for at least a few weeks until you realized you shouldn't cry for someone that doesn't treat you well. Although since that day, you hadn't the courage to sleep on your bed. You've been sleeping on the couch every night.

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"(Y/n), you can take your break now", your boss said.

You placed the black apron in your locker and headed out for lunch. You weren't that hungry so you decided to drink a choco milkshake and sweet bread.

"You know, you're making me eat too much everyday. I should exercise. Don't you think?", you asked as you looked at your belly.

You haven't even finished half of your milkshake when you felt nauseous. You ran to the closest trash bin and threw up. You felt a little lightheaded as you sat down on the bench.

"Not a huge fan of chocolate milkshake? Noted", you said, placing your hand on your stomach.

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You were now 21 weeks pregnant and have already scheduled an appointment for your first sonogram. You were anxious to find out what you were having.

"Ow..you don't make worry so easy", you said, lightly poking your stomach.

You were cleaning the shelves, aisle by aisle. You liked working at a pet store but ever since your stomach got bigger, your back has been hurting from all the bending. As you placed the dog beds back on the shelves, your name was called through the speaker.

'(Y/n), you're needed in the front'

You lightly groaned and walked towards the front. You completely froze as Taehyung turned towards you. He was quite shocked as he saw your stomach.

"What are you doing here?", you asked.

"I need to talk to you", he said.

"I don't wanna talk to you", you said.

You were about to walk back to the aisle you were cleaning but he grabbed your hand.

"(Y/n)...please", he begged.

You really wanted to pull your hand away but even after what he did to you, your heart still beats for him.

"Okay", you sighed.

You took your ten minute break and walked outside, sitting on the benches.

"What do you want?", you muttered.

"(Y/n), how come you didn't tell me you were pregnant?", he asked.

"Why? So you can tell me to get rid of it and pretend it didn't happen?", you rolled your eyes and shook your head.

"I wouldn't have told you that. I have been calling you a bunch of times. I was worried about you", he said.

"Sure you were", you chuckled coldly.

"I'm really sorry. I feel terrible. I thought if we stayed as friends while I was away we wouldn't be worried about each other. But I couldn't focus on anything after I left. I didn't want you to see it as a one night stand. I really do love you. I haven't been able to forgive myself..I just...want you back", he said.

The feeling you had at the gut of your stomach prevented you to feel angry at him but as you stared into his eyes, you were confused.

"..I don't know Taehyung. I want to believe you but..I don't know", you mumbled.

"How can I make it up to you? How can I earn your trust again?", he asked.

"...I have a doctors appointment after work. Do you wanna go? I'm finding out the gender of the baby", you said.

"Really? Are you sure? I feel like that's kind of a personal thing", he said.

"You're the father Taehyung. If you wanna be with me, you're gonna have to be there for the baby. So it's your choice. Either stay with me and the baby..or leave and never talk to me again", you said.

"I'm never leaving you. I want to make you happy. It's gonna be hard since I know nothing about being a father...or babies", he chuckled.

"I don't either. I hear there are some classes to take to prepare for the baby. I have to look into those though. Anyways, I have to get back to work. Meet me here when I'm done", you said.

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You and Taehyung were in the waiting room, watching as each patient goes in and out of the office. You were a little nervous. Taehyung noticed so he slowly intertwined his hand with yours, giving a light squeeze.

"Everything's gonna be fine", he whispered.

You nodded and took a deep breathe. A few minutes later, the nurse called you in. You placed yourself on the small bed and lifted up your shirt.

"Whoa that's a....belly", Taehyung said as he stared at your stomach.

The nurse placed a blue gel like liquid on your stomach and showed you the baby. You even heard the baby's heart beat.

"Do you wanna know the gender?", she asked.

You nodded.

"Congrats, you're having a girl", she smiled.

"Wow a girl. Aren't you excited?", Taehyung asked you.

You breathed heavily as you looked at the small screen. The nurse left you two alone to give you some privacy.

"Are you okay?", Taehyung asked.

"..I think so. It's just..seeing the sonogram made me realize I'm having a baby. I'm actually having a baby. It's scary now that I think of it", you said.

"Well you shouldn't worry. I'm gonna be there to take care of you and the baby. I'll make you proud", he said.

The nurse gave you a few copies of the sonogram and talked to you about vitamins you should be taking. She even mentioned to by pregnancy books.

Taehyung kept his promise of staying with you and the baby. He was really helpful. And you did love him. He even proposed to you after the baby was born. You plan to get married when the baby turns one.
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I kinda feel like a disappointment because i know the majority of you are younger than me so I want to show you what path to take in order for you to reach your goal but I can't lie to you guys. I've been skipping school and isolating myself from people, especially during spring break. I've stopped studying and working out. One side of me wants to drop out of school and give up because it's too much but I don't want to put that message into your minds. I want you to graduate from college and start your career. I think it's because I've been feeling lonely these past few weeks and I feel like a burden because I tell you this. But you guys are my only friends. I've been reading your comments and they instantly make me smile and laugh. I apologize sincerely if I don't reply back. The ones who called themselves my friends don't even speak to me. But I promise you I will work hard to better myself. I love you!❤️