BTS Imagines 3 (Complete)

Suga

Small Smut?
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(Y/n) has been a mute ever since her little brother passed away from a car accident that she was also in. She's been to therapy for years but her hearing never improved. Her happiness was ruined. Her brother was like her best friend. She didn't think she'd find happiness again but when she met Yoongi, she changed. Luckily he knew a little bit of sign language but was a bit rusty. He had to learn again if he wanted to know her more.

She wasn't sure if it was gonna become anything serious since all the guys she's went out with left her after the third date. Usually for most people the third date ends with something that she'd never experienced before. 23 years of age and she's afraid of taking the next step.

He didn't pressure her at all. He made sure she felt comfortable around him. He even agreed that if she didn't want anything sexual to happen then it was alright with him. About six months of dating, (y/n) has realized that she's feeling something towards him. She doesn't know how to explain it to him though.

One night, she was washing dishes when Yoongi stood behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist and resting his chin on her shoulder. He smiled and moved his hands so they would intertwine with hers. Their hands covered in water and soap.

He's been helping her advance in learning what people say. He taught her how to read lips without having them sign.

"Are you tired?", he asked.

She shook her head and continued washing the dishes. He stayed in the same position until she was finished. She dried her hands with the small towel and signed if he was hungry.

"I ate already with the guys. I brought you something to eat. I know you're always heating up microwave food. That's not healthy", he said, pointing towards the bag of food on the table.

She shook her hand and signed that he shouldn't have. He chuckled and placed his hands on her cheeks, pulling her close so he can kiss her. When he pulled away, he signed 'I love you' before heading towards the living room. She couldn't help but smile to herself as she felt her heart beating rapidly. Only he can make that happen.

She sat next to him and rested her head on his shoulder. He was watching an action movie which she never really found interesting. Her fingers would play with the buttons on his shirt, unintentionally unbuttoning one. Her index finger touching his skin, rubbing small circles.

She sat up and faced Yoongi. She wondered why he was with her when she's useless. She always sensed that he wanted to be with her physically, emotionally, and sexually but her thoughts and insecurities always got in the way of that.

"What's wrong?", he asked.

She signed,"why are you with me?"

He noticed something was bothering her so he turned off the tv and held her hands. His thumbs caressed her soft skin and looked into her eyes.

"Why do you ask that question? Is it because you're different from everyone else? Is it because you can't hear? Because I don't care about that. I'm not with you because I feel bad for you. You're really amazing and I don't want to lose you. I have that gut feeling that being with you makes me happy. To me, you're beautiful in every way.  Do you doubt that we'll be together forever?", he asked, moving a few hairs away from her face.

She shook her head. He placed his hand on her cheek, her nuzzling against it. He pulled her closer so he can kiss her. He pulled away too quickly so she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him deeply, shocking Yoongi. She got on his lap and continued kissing him. Her hands made their way towards his shirt, slowly unbuttoning them.

"Wait..what are you doing?", he asked.

She sat correctly and looked away, blushing intensely.

He signed 'do you want you? There's no pressure. You don't have to if you're not ready'.

She lightly nodded. He caressed her thighs while kissing her. He made sure not to go to fast that way she'll enjoy it. He took off her shirt and admired her upper body. She felt a bit awkward but tried not too show it. His hand slowly went up her stomach, between her breasts, and up to her cheek. Their lips made contact again, tongues slightly touching.

Her hands began to unbutton his shirt. She took both of her hands and placed them on his chest. She moved her hands around as she felt his skin. She stopped once she was near his belt. She looked down and fumbled with the belt buckle. He can sense she was nervous due to how much her hands were shaking.

He softly pushed her off of him so he could take off his pants. She watched him carefully. He turned back towards her and made her lie down on her back. He kneeled between her legs and took off her shorts and panties. She breathed in as she felt his tongue glide along her legs, leaving small pecks behind.

He crawled on top of her and softly bit on her neck, kissing after leaving a mark. He prepared her before slowly thrusting into her. She squeezed her eyes shut as she adjusted. He softly kissed her cheeks before moving his hips. He kept his eyes on her, connecting with her in a different level.

She knew she wanted this. Letting herself open up to him and not being afraid anymore. Even though she couldn't hear, she could feel him enjoying himself. She wrapped her legs around him so he could go faster. He didn't want to because he can see tears falling from she eyes meaning she's in a bit of pain.

His kisses soothed her until she felt nothing but pleasure. His hair was messy due to the pulling she was doing to it. As they looked into each other's eyes, they were panting and felt more excitement. She wanted it to last forever.

He kissed her as his thrusts increased speed. Their hands intertwined together. He gave a few more thrusts before they both climaxed. He rested his forehead against hers while they recovered.

He laid down next to her and covered themselves with a blanket that was folded on the armrest of the couch. They stared at each other in silence, admiring one another. His hand kept caressing her cheek, softly smiling as she sighed.

"Are you okay?", he asked.

She nodded. He kissed her before continuing to stare at her. She kept thinking about the few months of being with him. She knows how he feels but he doesn't know how she feels is what she thinks.

She signed, "I love you", before closing her eyes, afraid of what he might think.

He chuckled and raised her chin, causing her to open her eyes.

"I know", he said, smiling.
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I wasn't gonna make this into a smut because I was feeling a bit eh this week. Everyone has their moments when they feel like that. When they feel like they wanna give up. I've been having trouble coming up with things to write about. I kept wondering why. The Jimin fan fiction, I know most of you might get upset, but I deleted the story. It infuriated me how I tried to continue the story but I kept getting stuck. I know I said I was gonna finish it but that frustration put me in a box. Knowing I wasn't gonna be able to finish the book just blocked ideas for the other books. So I decided to delete it. Hopefully you'll understand and hopefully I'll get back to myself. Thank you💜💜💜💜💜💜