Stellaride behind the flames

After the road trip pt 1

Kelly pov: So me and Stella just got back from the hospital in Springfield where my ex girlfriend used to work before she die of cancer. We were there because theses last few months I was setting up this children cancer wing that was going to be name after her . After they person in charges cut the ribbon to now said it was open, Stella and I started to head home because I need to get home by a certain time because I promise chef Grissom  that I would make to this dinner that he invite me to yesterday . On our way back Stella and I talked for a few seconds about who is the best  navigator was and then she told me "Anytime you need someone to support you I am your girl"  once she said that I realize she has always been there for me and will always be there for me  after she said that she  was quiet for a second then she like had a idea  so she stared to talk again . She ask if I ever been to this place that has the best milkshake. I said no and then she said we should go. I first said no because I tell her I need to get back home to go to the dinner that I promise Grissom I would go to but Then I look at her as she was looking out the window be so quiet. I then realize I rather spend more time with her outside of work then with people who I don't know. So then I said where is this place at and then she just smile at me and tell where it is at. We get to the milkshake place and order us a milkshake
We sit there for a couple hours just talking about random stuff. I hate to admit but those milkshake was actually pretty good. I just say goodnight to her and now I am in my room just thinking about things. I am laying in bed just thing about how I might be having feelings for Stella again . I kinda had a little bit of feeling since she stared work at 51 because I knew her form a few years ago, but I push those feeling to the side because I really don't want a relationship right now. But more I kept pushing it away I realize I can't keep push the way I feel about her anymore. But I don't know how I should tell her plus I don't know how she feels about me right now or in general so I will wait until the right time to tell her.