Stellaride behind the flames

I can't do this anymore

Stella's pov: it's the day of shift again I feel nervous seeing Kelly again because the way things we left last time like how we talked or more like argued and that's what hurts is that we had our first big fight and haven't talked at all since then. Also with my drama with Kelly going on I learned that Casey's apartment got set on fire last night while he was asleep and that sucks for him because he lost everything that has special meaning to him and that fire and how all those memories of Dawson were in that apartment and now they're all gone because some idiot wanted to take revenge out on him and now he has nowhere to live. Once I arrive at work I go into the meeting room and find a spot to sit and wait until the chief and everybody else comes in for the meeting.
                                                  10 minutes later
Everybody finally comes in Brett decide to sit next to me. Boden kills us in on what all happened at Casey's and what going on with catching the person who did this and then he tell us to get to work but before we all get up Herman speaks up. 

H= Casey lost everything last night he got insurance but that will be months of red tape so let's kick in

Once Herman got done with his speech everybody got up started putting money in the booth and I was getting ready to get up when my phone started to ring and it was Tyler

SB= is he still in town
S=yeah( Stella looks toward the door and sees Kelly leaving) we had dinner last night this whole roller coaster with Kelly's got me so spun out it was just nice hanging out with an old friend you know
SB= well to be honest Kelly doesn't seem to be doing so great either I saw him at Molly's last night he drank enough to empty the taps
S= haven't talked since last shift I mean what do you think I should do check on him even though he's the one that's acting cold
SB= I do not give relationship advice I only just worked up the nerve to ask Chaplin out

          ( they both get up)

S= so that's happening
SB= he's coming back from a church retreat this weekend so hot

As Brett was talking Boden spoke up and asked for foster and Brett to follow him so they did and then I decided to go talk to Kelly as I am walking toward Kelly's office I notice he is on the phone so I slow down until he's off the phone and then when he got off the phone I walk in

S= who was that
K= some guy who wants me to the restore his boat
S= I thought you were out of that boat-fixing Business
K= I was but nothing wrong with being busy right
S= I guess not
K= I swung by your place last night you weren't around
S= oh yeah I was out I met up with Tyler for us some food
                  ( Kelly nods his head)
Kelly I can't do all the work here
K= maybe it shouldn't be this much work
S= no maybe it shouldn't

Once I said that I walked out of his office and just walked away I'm trying to help him but he keeps pushing me away

Kelly's pov: One Stella walked away I feel bad I keep pushing her away but I've never been this in love with somebody that I don't know how to open up to them like I want to but I don't know how to and that's what scary to me just want find a way to open up to Stella she means so much to me
                              About 10 minutes later
As I am sitting in my office I decide to look to see where Stella went and maybe talk to her but then I noticed Matt walked into the locker room so I went to go talk to him and see how he's doing

K= what the hell are you doing
MC= I need to shower and clothes
K= where is Naomi
MC= cleaning up at her hotel then heading back here we're supposed to get an update from the police they won't let me enter my apartment
K= well I can lend you some stuff if you want
MC= thanks what I want is to get back into that apartment and have a look around see if Naomi's research is salvageable maybe help out with the investigation
K= you have to let OFI handle that and besides you got enough to worry about
MC= yeah
K= ( Kelly plays with his keys in his pocket and then throws his keys to his place to Matt) here go to my place get some sleep that's your new home as long as you need it
MC= are you sure
K= yeah I don't insult me
MC= you look like hell
K= so do you
                     The bell go off