You're Not Yourself

Worried-some Moments

Tonight I lay in my bed and try not to cry because of my overthinking on how everything that brightened my life might come to an end, the teachers I worked with for 4 year the days where I feel happy and those people who just meant so much to me that I wouldn't want to lose contact with.
I get an unexpected message from my dearest best friend who is currently a senior in high school telling me that the principal might retire by the end of this year and that they need a new one very soon, the only thought that was going through my mind was the thought of seeing those teachers whose made me a better person to this day and inspired me to do more with my life.
I feel worried and sad about the thought of those teachers losing there job all because of a new principal taking charge and beginning to get rid of those who worked so hard to keep there job.

With the thought of me leaving to go to the navy and coming back after 4 year not seeing any of them in the school would put me into unbearable tears because I won't be able to see them again and keep them posted on my journey🤧.

I think about this filled with gruesome thoughts that else may occur while I'm away.

Do I have to stop by as early as I intended to want to, this wasn't my plan for visiting my high school.

With a tragic news I received from my good friend who's a senior sometimes I wish I never herd it but then again I'm glad I'm aware to hear it.

People come go for a reason people tell me and I think with the situation my good friend who told me those news of the principal retiring could bring the school to a better position or a worse position.

That's for the news you have given me now I'm am filled with gruesome worried thoughts that will take a day to process, for now this is just a worried-some moment.