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Silence is normal

Have you ever came across a friend you haven't seen in such a long time and all you want to do is catch up with them then again, you come across apart where your not sure what to say so you both sit there in silence wondering what to talk about, I've ran into this issue many many times in my life and people I have spoken to about this said it's totally normal to be quite in certain situations. Your both probably shy and nervous on what to talk about so you both end up just giggling and then resume with the conversation because you eventually find out what to talk about.
One time I was speaking with a teacher and the conversation was just going great until I got mixed up in what I had to say next, so I sat there trying to figure out how to say the next question he looked at me as if something was wrong but ended up just getting his things together and said "well I'll see ya tomorrow Sergey".
At first I was disappointed to hear the conversation end but looked on the bright side of things and thought "that was a great conversation I had with him and I hope tomorrow or the next chance I get to see him goes a lot better.

Another story I can relate to having an awkward silent conversation moment was whenever I went to my friends house and we decided to walk down town to grab a slice of pizza 🍕 and as were walking we're talking to each other for a split second then next thing you know we're just walking and thinking about what we want to talk about next, the good thing is that I'm the one who's always having to bring stuff up sometime it's good to just listen to your friends problems she's having with her boyfriend and ends up deciding on her own wether if she should break up with him or not.
Long story short silence is totally normal to have when it comes to having a conversation with someone who you haven't seen in awhile.
Just think it through I'm pretty sure the other person you with is doing the same thing.