Boss • l.ty & w.yh

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Day 1: 'Maybe I might fall more deeply into you'

"I'm sorry y/n. I -"

You hold Taeyong's hand and rub small circles at the back of his palm, halting his words.

Right now you two found yourselves on some rooftop, feet between the railings as you sat and watched the sun set.

"It's fine. It's his choice anyway" You try to say indifferently but on the inside you're hurting.

Day 7: 'I have no patience, I'm gonna bother you till the day is over'

"So care to tell me why you're now hanging out with me every day?" You ask with an amused smile.

Right now you found yourself walking down the street with Taeyong, side by side as the two of you ate popsicles.

"No particular reason" He replies before taking another bite.

If Taeyong were to be honest. He felt responsible. He felt like it was his fault that Jaehyun was gone even though the latter volunteered, So he decided upon himself to fill up the missing brotherly role and do things that he thinks normal teenage girls should do with their family or friends. 

Maybe a part of him also just wanted to hang out with you but he buried those thoughts in his head. 'Now isn't the time to think about things like that Tae' He thought to himself.

Day 19: - 

"y/n! y/n open up! I know you can hear me!" Taeyong says as he knocks on your bedroom door.

"Leave me alone Tae! I just wanna be alone right now!" You scream at him. You hate yourself for screaming at him but you just couldn't help it. You wanted to be alone.

You hear a sigh before hearing what sounds like Taeyong leaning against your bedroom door and sliding down.

"Tae, I'm seriously fine...I just...need some time to think!"

'This isn't the first time that this happened' You repeat to yourself over and over again. This isn't the first time that you had a mental breakdown ever since your brother left.

You felt sick and felt so suffocated. Your brain felt like it was being ripped apart and all you could do was curl up into a ball, close your eyes and endure it. 

Every time you would have one of your episodes, you would lock yourself up in your room in hopes that it would just go away. You really didn't want anyone to see you like this, especially Taeyong because you knew that he would blame himself. Despite being with you everyday, he never stayed over and there were just nights where everything feels wrong. 

After about half an hour, you fell asleep. You woke up the next day and when you headed out to get a glass of water in the kitchen, you saw a stuffed penguin in front of your door with a little note.

'Your cake is in the fridge.

I hope you're okay y/n. Please open up to me whenever you're ready.

Happy Brithday y/n'

And you don't know why but you're crying.

Day 20: 'Come closer, show me your fantasy'

"Where are we going Tae?" You ask. After calling Taeyong to thank him for the cake, he tells you to get dressed, saying that he'll be there in five. When he got to your place he told you not to ask any questions and told you to just follow his lead which is how you ended up in a train.