A Good Girl, Wrong Timing. {{Completed}}

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Funny how you lose people like blood cells. They just leave, it can be weeks, months. It doesn't matter. Sometimes you leave them for your own good, a lot of times they leave by themselves. Weather that's suicide, murder, or just strait up leaving.

I want you to know that you need to appriciate what you have before it becomes something you had.

If someone left you just to be a bitch, ignore them. They just want a reaction out of you.

If someone you loved killed themself, then make sure you cry. Just to let it out. You'll be numb for a while but you can get through it. You dont want to become the person who did it. Same goes for murder and just death in general.

I'm so close to losing someone I love so much. He doesn't understand that he matters so I'm trying to just tell him that he does. I dont know how much time i have left but i need him and he doesn't see it. He doesn't realise that if I didnt think he matters that i wouldnt talk to him. Im writing this to let you know that not everything is something you want, it's what you need.

Understand that for me. Fucking say it out loud. It's not always what you want, it's what you need.

Dont become something i had.

Please.