What felt like love ~ Finn Wolfhard

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Y/n's POV
No one made a sound or movement, like the world was put on pause.

I slowly looked at Finn as he did the same to me.

"Finn, I'm not going to scream.. I just want you to explain" I explained in a shaky voice.

Finn walked over to me with my head down.

He lifted my head up by my chin gently.

"I'm so so sorry for you to see this, and I didn't know if I was going to tell you.." Finn frowned looking deep into my eyes.

"Please say you're joking" I pleaded to him as he shook his head in response.

"Sadly I'm not.." he frowned.

"But why?" I questioned as he looked down into my eyes.

"It's life I chose Y/n, it's what I like to do" he mumbled under his breath.

"Finn i don't know if I want to be with you.. I don't think I can t-take that th-th-that's a big commitment" I managed to stumble out.

He looked into my eyes genuinely, afraid.

"It's fine, I knew this day would come" he turned around with his hands behind his back.

I stepped back a bit every time as he turned back around..

"What's wrong?" He questioned following my stepping back.

"No.. Finn are you gonna KILL ME" I raised my voice at the end as he reached for the knife.

"NO, No no no I would never" he responded quickly putting the knife in his pocket.

"I don't trust you Finn" I admitted as we were now face to face and our breath hitching.

"Don't worry, I total get it" he responded and backed away.

"WHO ELSE!" I demanded a response all of a sudden.

He looked at me with a startled yet angry expression.

"J-Jack" he truthfully admitted.

"Why would you care!" He yelled stepping closer to me.

"Finn please DON'T" I pleaded.

He continued walking towards me with angry big steps.

His chest was on mine as he looked down at my scared expression..

"I'm not going to hurt you" he admitted.

"It doesn't feel right if I did" he continued breathing heavily.

I pulled his face onto mine, forehead on forehead as our breath hitched.

"I love you Finn" I admitted as he looked shocked.

"I love you more, Y/n Y/L/N" He replied as we both leaned in connecting our lips.

"I love you too much to make you nor your little friend get in deep shit, so be carful.. and be safe.. yOu PsYcHo" I joked at the end as the kissing came to a stop and we chuckled amongst ourselves.

"Thank you, Y/n" "and I'll be sure to explain everything, tonight" Finn finished as we made our way back to the table.

"How was your first time other then a bed" Jae joked as Lilia nudged him with her elbow for me.

"Ummm, I'm not hungry now" Noah joked with the table putting his knife and fork down on his plate making it clink.