Don't Fail Me [Boy X Boy]

♡Twenty♡

When I gently pressed my lips to Ian’s lips it felt like an electric wave went through my body. I know me and Ian have kissed before but it felt forced and there was nothing there but this time it was just… different. I pulled back slowly letting my eyes drift open. I sighed and sat up in the chair looking down at Ian. Pulling out my phone I glance at Ian to make sure he was asleep before going back to my phone. It was 4:59 AM and I surprisingly wasn’t tired. Maybe because of Ian but it was just different. I slowly got up and turned heading for the door. When I walked into the hallways the lights were all on but surprisingly it was dark in the room. I knew hospitals were magical but not this magical. I wondered for a few minutes finding a vending machine. Searching through my pockets for some spare money my phone slipped from my pocket and fell screen down on the tile floor. Fuck. I knew this day would happen when it breaks but I hope I pray that’s not today. I squeezed my eyes shut as I picked up my phone. I slowly opened my eyes and sighed deeply as I saw it wasn’t cracked. Thank Jesus! I quickly got some barbecue lays because they are the best kind of lays no doubt. I also got ehh! Sour cream and u-union. Disgusting. Somehow Ian likes these chips but I don’t understand they are disgusting. Then again happy wi--best friend happy life. I tried to find my way back to the room where Ian was but I had some trouble… I eventually found the room but it was , don’t blame me, 6:37 AM. When I entered the room Ian was sitting up staring off into space. When he heard the door Ian looked up at me wide eyed and his face was so miserable… He looked like he had been crying and he looked almost dead.

“Ian?!?” I said shocked rushing to the side of the bed.

“I-I-I thought you l-left me!” Ian cried tears staining his cheeks.

“What? Why are you crying i’m right here! Calm down!” I tried acting calm as I sat on the edge of the bed staring into Ian’s eyes.

“I-I just hate hospitals so much! I don’t wanna be alone!” Ian cried grasping onto me and pulling me into a hug.

“Everything’s gonna be okay… I promise.” I sighed wrapping my arms around Ian. Ian’s head was in the crook of my neck as he sobbed quietly.  My hands traveled up and down Ian’s back as I tried comforting him.

“Hey Ian…” I whispered

“Y-Yeah.” Ian whispered back

“I got you something.” I smiled pulling away from Ian

“R-Really!” Ian asked perking up quickly

“Yeah! I got you some … sour cream and onion chips.” I shuddered at the dreaded words.

“I LOVE THOSE!” Ian gasped snatching them from me quickly

“You know I love you but I don’t know how you can eat those,” I smiled grabbing for my chips but quickly stopped… Oh fuck.