Don't Fail Me [Boy X Boy]

♡Twenty-one♡

Oh fuck. Right when I said it I wanted to take it back. How could I say I love him right to his face! God why am I so retarded sometimes!

“What?” Ian smiled awkwardly looking over at me

“I-I meant it in like a best friend way you know?” I laughed awkwardly

“Yeah! I get it!” Ian smiled and joined in laughing. I was glad he didn’t catch on to what I was saying. Sometimes I’m glad he’s retarded. I began to laugh genuinely because when Ian laughs it’s hard not to laugh.

“Hey kas.” Ian asked looking over at me

“Yeah? What is it?” I smiled meeting his eyes

“I had a weird dream…” Ian mumbled looking away

“What was it about?” I asked slightly concerned

“That someone kissed me.” Ian said looking back into my eyes

“Really? That’s weird.” I said nervously “Who were you kissing?”

“I don’t know… It’s like I felt it but couldn’t see it.” Ian said looking down confused.

“H-How was it?” I asked wanting to know

“It was…” Ian looked at his hands “Really nice.”

“Maybe it’s telling you something!” I smiled hopefully

“Really?!? What!?!” Ian exclaimed looking at me his eyes wide

“Maybe it’s trying to show you your true love.” I said smiling

“So I need to kiss everyone and find that one kiss?” Ian asked narrowing his eyes

“I don't think so…” I said looking away

“What?” Ian asked confused

“ I think I can tell you who it is…” I whispered barely audible.

“Really! Who?!” Ian smiled

“I'll show you…” I whispered putting my hands on the side of the bed before slowly leaning towards Ian.