Please Accept My Apology (Niall Horan)

To Tell Or Not To Tell...

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CHAPTER 11

*Ambers POV*

“Bye Niall” I whispered as I hugged Niall tightly. “I’ll see you tomorrow before the boys leave okay?” Niall said. I smiled at him “sure thing, you better get going you’ve got rehearsals and a show to do, go have fun” I said even though I didn’t want him to leave. A chorus of byes came from the boys as they ran out the door to the car. Liam gave me a hug goodbye “I trust you with him” he whispered in my ear. “You won’t regret it” I whispered back as he let go. “Bye Niall” I yelled out as they all got in the car and closed the door. Well the last 24 hours have been extremely crazy. First I have to interview my best friend that I betrayed then he forgives me without any problems and now he might be staying in Australia for 6 weeks. This is crazy. “Hello, Ambeerrrr, you there?” Jasmine said waving her hands in front of my face “sorry what?” I said after I stopped day dreaming “you're daydreaming again, and I’m guessing it was about him? You’ve got to tell him Amber!” “Jasmine I can’t what if it ruins our whole friendship?” “Look Amber here’s the thing. When we were talking last night Niall overheard us, he heard me ask you if you had told him how you felt. He questioned me about it this morning” I stared at her with my mouth hanging open. “He what!?” I exclaimed. “He knows I have feeling towards him?” I was about to continue until Jaz cut me off “well not exactly… he thinks you might be lying to him about missing him, he thinks you might actually hate him. He doesn’t know how you feel he just knows you have other feelings towards him” “wait so Niall thinks I hate him?” Jaz looked stuck for words “well he doesn’t think it’s a possibility for you to like him the way you do so the only other option is for you to not exactly like him” “great so I kinda have to tell him don’t I? If I don’t he’s gonna be worried nonstop isn’t he?” “Yeah pretty much” Jaz said that and then walked to her room.

*Jasmines POV*

Yeah, okay I might of stretched the truth a little bit, but at least amber feels like she needs to tell him now. I will make her tell him even if it’s the last thing I do . I can tell that Niall feels the same about her, and they are both so careful not to show anyone. You can tell that they are best friends, they act exactly the same, they’re both stubborn and playful. But they are both extremely good at hiding their feelings for each other, and I think I’m the only one that’s picked up on it. I need to find a way to get them to tell each other. Niall and Liam are close aren’t they? I wonder if Niall has told Liam how he feels about Amber. I think he would have… I’ll have to talk to Liam quickly next time I see him and ask him if Niall's said anything.. Surely he would have .. Wouldn’t he?

“Oi Amber” I called out as I walked downstairs. “Yeah?” she replied , it sounded like she was in the kitchen. “Sooo let’s talk” she looked at me curiously “about what” she said “You and Niall of course… how are you gonna tell him?” “Wow Jaz you never fail at getting straight to the point, I don’t even know if I’m gonna tell him yet” of course she doesn’t know if she’s telling him yet, this girl is so indecisive. “Amber! If you don’t tell him this you are going to regret it. And you know you will. You need to get over your fear of telling people your feelings and just do it , tell him. I want you to tell him within the next week. Cause I don’t want you moping around when you regret not telling him. Just tell him, if he doesn’t feel the same way maybe you will get over the feelings, and if he does feel the same way well, score!” she looked at me as if I’d lost it “who are you and what have you done with Jasmine, you’ve never said something so deep like that before” she exclaimed. Yes, it’s worked she didn't think I could be this serious “have I made your mind up for you?” I asked her hoping shed say yes and that she’d tell Niall. “You’re not far from it , you're showing me it from a different perspective, maybe I should just tell him” she said “do it!” I yelled playfully then left her in the kitchen with her thoughts. I really hope what I just said will help her make her mind up.

*Ambers POV*

Wow Jaz was right I need to tell him, and I need to do it soon. As soon as I can be alone with him at a good time I’ll tell him. “Jaz” I called out. I heard a faint reply of “yeah?” “I’m ready! ‘I'll tell him. I’ll do it.” I heard her scream and then heard her running down the stairs, suddenly a breath taking impact hit me and Jaz was hugging me extremely tight. “When?” she asked excitedly. “I don’t know yet. I guess I’ll know when the time is right” she smiled at me with the largest smile I’ve ever seen. “I’m so happy you finally agreed to telling him” “yeah yeah whatever” she jumped up and down excitedly and almost yelled “let’s go get ice-cream to celebrate!” that wasn’t what I was expecting but oh well “umm yeah sure” we both ran out the door to the car and went to get ice cream. Why we were getting ice-cream was a mystery to me as it’s the middle of winter. We put the radio on and screamed along to  the lyrics “you’re like a laser light burninnn down, buuurnin down on meeeee” we screamed highly off pitch along to Laser Light by Jessie J. By the end of the drive we were giggling like school girls. We got out of the car and went to get ice-cream. Once we got in there we decided ice cream wasn’t the best idea so we got milkshakes instead. We both got chocolate milkshakes and headed back to the car to go home. I had to be at work in two hours so we thought we should just go home and hang out for a little while before we both went to the radio studio. Yes that’s right before BOTH of us headed to the studio. Every Friday night Jaz would co-host for me as Emma had other priorities on a Friday. Fridays were our party nights. We’d have DJ’s mixing the top songs on the charts and we would play dance music all night til 10. Yeah it got wild in the studio Jaz and I always had so much fun.

*Nialls POV*

We’ve just finished our show and we are heading back to the car to go to the hotels. All I can think about is seeing Amber tomorrow. I might have a talk to Liam tonight once all the boys are asleep. We got in the car and I asked the driver to put the radio on, her familiar voice filled the car. She was always so bubbly I couldn’t help but smile when I heard her voice. She was actually really good at her job, extremely good. We arrived at the hotel, luckily for us there were only like 15 fans outside. We stopped and said hello to them all before heading inside. We had three rooms Louis and Harry shared one, Zayn had his own and Liam and I shared one. This would make it easier for me to talk to Liam. We got to our floor and we all said good night and headed to our rooms. We were always so tired after our shows that we go straight to our rooms instead of hanging out. Liam and I walked into our room and Liam said goodnight. “Actually Liam would I be able to talk to you quickly?” I asked him “yeah sure what about?” “Erm Amber” he just looked at me and sat down on one of the chairs “What about her?” “Well… I really like Amber…” he stared at me as if to say ‘is that all?’ “…as in like, like” he just stared at me with his mouth wide open “what since when?!” he exclaimed when he finally decided to start functioning again “… I've kinda always liked her… “ He just stared at me again “why didn’t you tell me man?” “I don’t know Liam, I thought I’d get over the feelings I have for her and I probably would have if we didn’t see each other again, but now, now the feelings are just getting stronger. Liam help, please help, do I tell her? Or wait and see if it’s something I’ll just get over?” Liam looked at me sympathetically “man, if you had feelings for her before everything and had feelings for her the whole three years you didn’t see her then I don’t think the feeling are gonna go away. She left you and hurt you so bad and you still liked her Niall. If the feelings didn’t go away then I’m pretty sure you won’t just get over it” I smiled at him “thanks man, your always the one to talk to. So should I tell her?” “Only when you think the time is right.” He said as he stood up “thanks Liam. I’ll let you sleep now, g’night” I said “night Niall.” He said as he disappeared into his room. So Liam thinks I should tell her. But what if she doesn’t feel the same way, and I highly doubt she does. If I tell her it could ruin our friendship, like totally ruin it. What do I do? I guess only time can tell.

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