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CHAPTER 15
*Nialls POV*
“I umm I kinda like you Niall, I always have” amber said. I just stared, this was hard to take in. she likes me? She always has? “ Amber I..” “No don’t worry about it I’m being stupid” “No! Amber I don’t have a problem with it at all I just think I need some time to work out what I think about this” I could see that she was hurting, from what I just said, I felt so bad, but i was so shocked by what she said,I was expecting the complete opposite, and know I'm not sure ow to react. “Amber please understand what I mean by this” “I do Niall, I do understand it’s just hard you know? I’ve had feelings for you all this time I don’t see you for years, I randomly see you in Australia and my feelings for you come back, stronger than before. I can’t help it Niall, and I know they’re not going away any time soon” I feel really bad now. I don’t know what to do. “Amber this has nothing to do with me hating this or something cause I don’t but do you mind if I go home with the boys for a little bit, I just need a little time to think about this by myself” I knew me saying that hurt her, a lot, her eyes began to water but she tried to hide it, she agreed to it anyway. “I’m sorry Ambs, I promise I’ll come back in a couple of days or weeks. I will come back I promise I just need some time to think about this” she looked at me and smile “sure thing Ni, don’t let this ruin our friendship please don’t” how could she think I’d let it get to me like that “Amber I’m not letting this ruin our friendship ever, never ever” with that I hugged her, I didn’t know if that made it awkward or not but it was a genuine hug. “Let’s go then you better leave or the boys will leave without you” she said. I smiled at her “yeah okay” the boys were getting ready to leave when I told them that I was coming back they were all confused but I just said I wanted to go home for a little bit. Jasmine didn’t buy my excuse; obviously Amber had told Jaz that she was telling me, that mean Jaz probably worked out for herself why I’m leaving. If looks could kill I'd be dead, the looks that girl is giving me are actually scary. I felt really bad now; Amber must really like me if Jaz is that angry at me. We all walked out the house and Amber stayed behind them all. We all exchanged our goodbyes with the girls, mine were awkward, Jaz was cold towards me and Amber was just acting as if she was trying to refrain herself from me in case she made it awkward. “I’ll text you” I whispered to her while I hugged her, she nodded in reply. “we’re still best friends Ambs, and I’m only going home to think this over okay?” she looked at me with a bit of hope in her eyes “see ya Ni” “Bye Ambi” I felt so bad leaving her. Knowing it was my choice and it was probably hurting her badly right now. We get in the car and drove of while waving to the girls. As soon as the girls were out of our view there were four sets of eyes staring intently at me “what?” I asked. They all looked at me like I'd killed someone. “Why aren’t you back there, you told her you were staying with her then 10 minutes before we leave you decide to leave as well? What went down with you two when you both disappeared?” Zayn said, while the rest of the boys agreed. “Nothing happened guys, we’re fine I just wanted to go home for a little bit, I’m coming back in a couple of days or something, I just wanted to go home for a few days and see my family is that okay with you?” I snapped I felt bad for snapping at them but I felt bad enough for leaving Amber before they started going off at me. They all nodded and started playing on their phones; I noticed that Liam wasn’t completely convinced by my outburst. After not even 5 minutes my phone vibrated, Liam had text me
From: Liam
What happened between you two, and don’t tell me nothing cause I know something happened. Why aren’t you back there with her?
I couldn’t exactly just tell him, ‘oh amber likes me so I left her’
To: Liam
Alright yes something happened… but I can’t tell you, it’s not my place to say Li :/
He looked up from his phone and shot me a confused look
From: Liam
Just tell me Niall, you know you can trust me blah blah blah I’m not gonna tell anyone blah blah blah. Just tell me man.
To: Liam
Alright alright, well long story short Amber told me she likes me and always has.
As i looked up from my phone i watched Liams expression change to one of confusion.
From: Liam
Wait isn’t that a good thing, you like her too so why are you on our way home?
This hadn’t crossed my mind. Why was I on my way home? I liked her why couldn’t I just say “yeah I like you too.” That would have been a lot easier but no I decide to fly halfway around the world to make up my mind.
To: Liam
To be honest Liam I don’t even know why I left, I told her I needed time to work out how I feel about it, but I’ve always known how I feel about her. I think I’m worried our friendship will be ruined. I don’t know Liam. Did I do the wrong thing leaving her like that?
From: Liam
So you didn’t tell her how you feel at all. Not to sound harsh or anything but, of course you did the wrong thing man, you like her she likes you so why aren’t you two together already? You just made it all complicated man.
Right then it hit me what I was doing was the wrong thing. I looked up at liam and mouthed “thanks man” to man, he smiled in reply. I need to get back to Amber I need to tell her how I feel…today.
We arrived at the airport and I told the guys that I changed my mind and I was gonna stay instead, we said our goodbyes and I thanked Liam a million times for helping me work out what to do. They boarded their plane and I got back in the car. I asked the driver to take me back to Amber’s house. On the way there I was trying to work out what to say but nothing seemed right. I guess I’d know what to say at the time. The car pulled up and I thanked the driver. I walked up to the door and knocked Amber and I’s secret door knock. Next minute a smiling Amber was at the door and in my arms. It felt so right to have her in my arms and at that moment I realised that I needed to be with her. I needed to know I could call her mine. And I would make that possible in no time at all.
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