Nothing's Fine, I'm Torn.

Pink swirling skirts

After the first lesson at school I already wanted to go right away. The classrooms were very white, long and empty. There were only a few paintings that gave a little color in the large classroom. The tables were so clean that if you looked at it from a distance you were blinded by the sun which was shining on it. It was different, unlike the schools I used to go to. Normally all the tables were full of chewing gum, there was written on the walls and there was cut in the ugly old curtains. But this school was very different, other than normal schools. Although I wasn't very happy to have two more months to go to this school, the other guys clearly enjoyed it. 

We sat around the round wooden picnic table in the sun to eat our lunch. Since we had missed  this morning the first lesson hours, we were lucky we had our lunchtime soon. Mrs. Burgey was furious that we were late and gave us all like a warning. Well I couldn't do anything about it, Zayn was the one who spent hours this morning to do his hair and of course we had to wait until he finished. Because Paul wanted to drive once and not twice. Niall had an extensive lunch with 2 cups salad, a plate with fries and a large cup of coke. It looked like he enjoyed it very much, because his entire mouth was covered in grease. "Hmm, delicious.." Niall muttered while he shove three fries at the same time in his mouth. "This school is pretty cool, isn't it ?!" Louis looked around nodding as he took a sip of his water. "Yeah man, I do like it here." Zayn cheerfully agreed with Louis while he looked at the table with the girls next to him. The rest began to nod cheerfully too, except for me. Louis had probably noticed it, because he looked at me with a quizzical look and raised his eyebrows. "Don't you like it here, Harry?" I tight behind my head. What could I say? I couldn't be the only one who didn't like it here. They would never go away and find another school. I looked at Louis, shrugged my shoulders and quickly took a bite of my sandwich with chicken. Hopefully, he quickly changed the subject, this school was nothing for me.

Before Louis could say anything, the subject was broken by a group of girls who suddenly stood next to our table. All eight girls wore a pink skirt with a white blouse and had a large bow in their hair. Of course there was one girl in the middle, which was probably the head of the rest. "Welcome at this school boys!" She smiled and leaned forward on the table. "I'm Kristen!" I looked at the other boys who stared at her with their mouth open, except for Niall who was too busy with opening his sauce. "Jeez , open you stupid.." Niall muttered to himself and began to pull violently on the package. "I am Zayn." Zayn was the first one who broke the silence and held out his hand. The girl grabbed it and shook it gently. "Hi, Zayn! Nice to meet you. Are you going to introduce me to your other friends too?" She blinked her long lashes and threw her long light blonde hair back causing a smell of flowers that flew by the wind. The other girls who stood behind her giggled and watched with surprise to Zayn's answer. "Of course I will! This is Liam!" Zayn pointed to Liam who helped Niall with opening his sauce, Liam made a small hand gesture. "The boy next to him is Niall and the boy on the left of him is Louis." Louis awoke from his stare session, smiled and held out his hand. "Nice to meet you, beautiful!" The girl giggled and took her hand away. "And who is that?" The girl raised her eyebrows and pointed proudly to me. "You mean him? Oh that's Harry." Zayn took another sip of his coke. The glass was almost empty so that the straw made a slurping sound. I didn't know if it was up to me but I started to get warmer. "Hmm, Harry.." The girl repeated my name, turned around and the rest danced like a flock of sheep behind her. 

The boys started to laugh immediately. "Hmm, Harry.." Zayn imitated Kristen and looked with pursed lips. "Do you still don't like it here, curly?" Louis put his hand on my shoulder waiting for my reaction. "She likes you Harry! I saw it immediately." Liam smiled politely and stared at me like the other boys. I gave them the no look, shook my head and took another bite of my sandwich that was withered by the sun. Niall suddenly stopped eating and rubbed his belly as a sign that he was more hungry. "Hmm, I'm hungry .. Did I miss anything guys?" Niall looked at our smiling faces. He was always so busy with other things, like eating and eating and eating. I took another bite of my sandwich and looked at the table full of swirling skirts. I didn't know what it was, but there was something special about that girl..