Nothing's Fine, I'm Torn.

Purple hoodie

I looked for a moment at Kristen her face, she looked scared but was trying somehow to put up a smile. "Please, Harry?" Her eyes were red and swollen, and there began to form dark black circles under her eyes. I saw the grief, the fear of another day to stay home in her eyes. She squeezed my wrist and bit her lip, waiting for my reaction. The sky was making rumbling sounds and a minute later the big raindrops were falling on my head. In the distance on the big long road a car came driving in our direction. "Harry, please, don't leave me here behind." The rain had ruined her perfect high blonde bun which now looked like some bird's nest. The drops ran down over her head and dripped every time from her lip on her pajama. The car, which turned out to be red, came closer and I could feel the adrenaline rise in my stomach. "Harry, please, please, please.." Kristen was now crying and collapsed with fear. I did not know what was going on in my head but without thinking I lifted Kristen up, bride style, and put her on the seat beside the wheel. From that moment everything went so fast, I jumped behind the wheel and fast my seatbelt. The red car was now only two houses away and I saw the bald head of her father already behind the wheel. "Are you sure you want this?" I grabbed her hand and looked her deep in her blue piercing eyes. "I'm sure.." She bit her lip and squeezed my hand together what gave me goosebumps. No seconds later I kicked the gas and tore along the red car, with Kristen still beside me trembling. I didn't know what was wrong with me, but I couldn't just leave her there. I couldn't. Kristen didn't deserve to earn more bruises or scratches, she deserved love. I could get in so many trouble but I did it for her. I bit my lip and kicked still hard on the gas. Luckily it was quiet on the road, otherwise I would have had something of ten accidents. Yet I felt somewhere inside also a sense of relief. I felt as someone who I always saw on television, some hero who saved the girl from the "bad guys".  And this time the "bad guys" were Kristen's parents. My thoughts were interrupted by Kristen who gave me a gentle kiss on my still wet cheek. "Thank you, Harry." Kristen crept back and looked at me with supposing glance. I slid my hand on her leg while I still got my eyes on the road. "You don't need to thank me, Kristen. Before I can thank you.." I felt her confused look all staring at me without me looking at her. "For who you are." I turned around and saw the smile from ear to ear on her face. It felt good to see her smile again, to have her here beside me. Then she closed her eyes and sank away deep into dreamland.

Softly with Kristen asleep in my arms, I opened the door. It was late and the whole hall was dark, apparently everyone was already asleep. I put my keys on the kitchen counter and immediately made my way upstairs. As I slowly walked towards my room, I looked at Kristen who slept in my arms. She breathed quietly and slept like a little angel, just like Niall always did. The feeling that she was so close to me that I had changed everything after the letter  still made me proud. As if fate had determined everything. I opened the blankets and laid Kristen down on the soft white mattress, slowly I pulled the blankets over her, making her softly moan. I kicked off my shoes and clothes and crept quietly beside her. Softly I stroked over her hot cheeks, looking at how peaceful she slept. "Sleep tight, my love." I gave her a kiss on her mouth, turned and closed my heavy eyes.

I woke up, rubbed my eyes and recognized that I was laying with my head on the wrong side of the bed. I didn't know how I got there but I probably would have turned a lot tonight. Slowly I crept up and saw that Kristen was no longer there and the bed was completely empty except myself. I rubbed the sleep from my eyes, got out of the bed and saw that the door was slightly ajar. As I walked down the stairs I heard giggling coming from the living room and the sound of a bass that played What Makes You Beautiful. I opened the door, walked into the kitchen and saw a plate of pancakes stand on the counter. Paul had fortunately saved some for me. I looked around the corner into the living room, since the house is in an L shape and saw Kristen dancing with Zayn and Niall. Apparently they had a lot of fun because Kristen was almost crying of laughter. Kristen had my purple Jack Wills hoodie on, which came approximately just above her knees and she had her hair in a bun right in the middle of her head. Niall and Zayn were both shirtless and had some football shorts on. "Shake those hips, come on!" Niall turned his hips back and forth and the rest went after him like he was the leader in aerobics or something. Slowly I came around the corner and hit my arms around her waist since she was staying with her back to me. "Do you hear that? Shake those hips babe!" I whispered in her ear, my mouth just touched her ear and I felt the chill on her spine. "Harry!" She turned and jumped into my arms with her legs around my waist as she gave me a long passionate kiss. "Harry is here too guys! Just say all hi to Harry!" I heard Niall say and saw the laptop stand on the piano. They were doing a twitcam? In their pajamas? I smiled politely, waved and dropped myself on the couch. Kristen immediately jumped next to me and put her head against my chest. "Sorry I didn't wake you." She looked up to me and she squeezed my hand. "It's okay, no worries." I smiled and gave her a kiss on her lips. I saw Niall and Zayn were still doing a twitcam and we were out of sight now. "What do you want to do today babe?" I pulled her a little up so that she was laying in my arms now and I could face her. "That's a surprise, you'll see." She winked, gave a kiss and began to dance again. That girl was driving me crazy, it was insane. The way she smiled, the way she talked, the way she shaked those hips, just everything. I was deeply fallen in love with her and nobody could ever change that. 

Authors note: 

Hey guys,

I know this isn't really a good and long chapter. But i'm really busy with school and wrote this one quickly. I'll try to make the next chapter a little better/longer. Hope you still enjoy it and please vote and let me know what you think! 

Love, Naomi. :)