Nothing's Fine, I'm Torn.

Rose petals

After I had breakfasted Kristen took me to my arm and lead me upwards. "What are you doing?" I laughed as she pulled me further toward my room. She giggled and slowly pulled the bathroom door open which was lit with candles. The large tub was filled with hot water, red rose petals and there stood candles everywhere around it. You could smell the scent of roses throughout the room. "What is this?" I laughed shyly and felt my cheeks turn red. I blushed? For the first time in my life I blushed when a girl did something nice for me. "This is for you silly!" She laughed and tapped at the edge of the tub. "Come on get in! Before the water get cold." I looked confused at Kristen who looked with a serious look into the bath and at me. Until she began to undress herself and sheaf into the hot tub. "Are you coming or not?" She played with the foam and rubbed it slowly back and forth over her arms. I blushed, swallowed the lump in my throat and began to undress. Since when was I so ashamed to stand naked for someone? I loved to be naked, preferably all day. Never had I feel ashamed, not even for the guys, but now? I slid slowly into the bath next to Kristen who looked at me from head to toe and giggled. "What is it?" I raised my eyebrows and blew some foam in her face. "Nothing." She laughed cheeky and now began to throw foam back. And then it started, the foam fight. After Kristen threw it, I grabbed some foam and threw it on her hair. It was not intentional, it just flew in that direction. Kristen screamed it out and threw it back on my hair. "Oh no, not on my hair! " She laughed as she threw some foam again, again and again. "Now it's on my lady!" I crept a little closer towards her and began to tickle her, apparently she was very ticklish because she cringed with laughter. "That is for throwing the foam in my hair." I emphasized on 'my' and laughed because of the cute laugh of Kristen. It felt like a dream coming true. It felt like we knew each other for years. I still couldn't imagine that I slept with her in one bed, that she's now in one bath with me, that she's just so close to me. I stopped tickling her and looked deep into her eyes. The silence was not long before she began to laugh again. "What is it?" She could hardly breath and pointed toward my face. "What, what is it?" I rubbed my cheeks. "There's a.. a.." She screamed it out of laughter and almost took a sip with soapy water inside. I looked toward the mirror and saw why she laughed, the leaf, the rose petal on the tip of my nose. I blushed, felt the arms of Kristen around me and turned right back around. "I'll remove it." She rubbed gently over my nose and wiped the red petal away. She glanced at me from my lips and eyes back and forth. "I think there is another one there.." She put her finger on my lower lip and gently pushed him down making a plopping effect. "I'll remove that one too.." She winked and then gently pushed her lips against mine. It was a soft one first but than it turned into a more passionate kiss. Slowly I opened my mouth while my hands went through her wet hair. Our tongues danced by candlelight.

Slowly our lips parted and we pushed each other in for a big hug, as if we had lost each other for years. I felt her warm wet body against mine, my mouth to her ear and her to mine. "I really love you." She whispered softly and I felt shivers going down my body. The fact that she loved me too did everything right. It did not care what others thought of her, it did not care what the management thought. I was in love with Kristen, I loved her like nobody else and no one can ever separate us. "I love you too." I looked at her in her eyes and gave her a small kiss on her mouth. Then she turned around and she went with her head lying on my chest as she closed her eyes. I hit my arms around her shoulders and closed my eyes just like her. "Never leave me okay?" I whispered softly as I listened to the rhythm of her breathing. "Never, Harry. I will always stay yours.." With those words I knew it for sure, Kristen is the love of my life. I closed my eyes and smiled, smiled as never before. I did not know how much I had to thank God, thank him for this amazing gift from heaven.

After the warm, cozy bath together it was time to get some clothes for Kristen. For now Kristen had a  white short dress on which she borrowed from Laura, who came for Liam of course. But if Kristen wanted to stay here longer, she of course needed some things to comfort herself. We sat in the car with Kristen, Liam, Laura and me to drive to Kristen's house. Kristen told me that it was better if one person joined her inside because it would be too risky. Her father had in fact a private company and was often at work in his own room, on the other side of the house. Kristen's mother, who appeared to be her stepmother was away for three days on a business trip so we had no problems with her. Liam started the car, I sat beside him and the two girls in the back. They were apparently very cozy because the two couldn't stop talking and giggling.

After a half hour drive, we stopped on the driveway of the big white house. "Be careful, alright?" Liam smiled and looked behind him while Laura opened the door. "Don't worry." They said simultaneously and then made their way towards the house. I could tell from Liam's face that he was really worried, the last time he was here everything went terrible. "Don't worry, Liam." I put my hand on his shoulder, squeezed it a bit and then looked also toward the white house. Somehow I was also afraid that something would happen, that her father couldn't control himself again. I knew somehow that he would even be more furious if he saw her now and that he will probably kill her. He would even kill Laura if he had no option. Liam tapped nervously on the steering wheel and put quickly the radio on for some distraction. Katy Perry with 'Wide Awake' played and he softly sung along the lyrics. "Are you two together now?" I looked confused to Liam who moved his eyebrows up and down. "No idea man. Are you?" Actually I didn't know it, did all this meant that me and Kristen were together? That we were a couple? I looked at Liam who nodded and smiled at the same time. "Ahw, Liam is in love. Cutieputie!" I pinched his cheek playfully while I laughed. His cheeks were red as a tomato and he tight behind his head. "Is the curly one saying. You should have seen yourself!" I looked at the side mirror and saw the smile on my face. "You do literally anything for her!" He put his hand on my shoulder and then gave a pat on my curls. "Wouldn't you do the same for Laura?" I looked at the big white house in the living room and saw her father on the phone. "Of course, of course. Laura means everything to me." Liam stared now at the house and hence the awkward silence. It was completely quiet in the car, all you heard was the song of Justin Bieber in the background with 'As Long As You Love Me." Seconds, minutes, songs flew by and they were still not back. I could tell from Liam's face that he thought the same as me, something had happened. Liam began to tap even harder on the steering wheel, now totally off the beat of the music. "We must go inside." I wanted to open the door until the door of the big house flew open and Laura and Kristen came running towards us with three large suitcases. We both sighed relieved at the same time. Thank God, they made it.

Hey lovely readers,

I tried to make this chapter a little longer. I hope you all like it and tell me what you think of course! Votes are always appreciated. :)

Much love, Naomi